The Princess Diaries

Update..Update..Update..

2005-11-24T18:00:00.000-08:00

yay! its been ages since i last updated my blog...reason? coz tamad ako mag type..hehehe..and wala naman super unusual na nangyayari sa life ko so yun...pero the past months..weeks and days..heto nangyari, nangyayari at mangyayari...( napaka tagalog naman )

>four months na akong busy sa work. as in pag uwi pagod na pagod ka, kakain,maliligo, matutulog..wala ng mahabang oras para mag kwentuhan at manood ng Pinoy Big Brother..opo, minsan nanonood po ako ng PBB kc gusto ko si Say, nakikita ko ang sarili ko sa kanya kc pareho kaming maarte..hahahaha!! inamin ang pagiging maarte ;) kaya na-hurt ako when i read something bad about her..hay..kc feeling ko..ako nga yun eh..

>meron ako umaalis na officemate-name niya Jeran, punta siya ng Dubai, partly oo dahil sa trabaho..pero ang pinaka main reason/objective why he will go there is...susundan nya yung nililigawan niya. ang taray diba? parang hello!! yun na lang ba ang babae sa mundo at hanggang doon ay susundan nya. kaya nga nung na-aapprove ang application nya aba! ang bruho! umiyak sa tuwa! as in sobrang happy siya! ayun, nagtatanong na sya kugn what gusto namin pasalubong..may nagbilin ng sapatos, kwintas..relo...ako iba ang hinabilin ko. sabi ko sa kanya, if talagang nagawa nyang pumunta don at napasagot ang babaeng pinaka mamahal niya..all i ask from him is an email or an update saying nagkita na sila ni dianne. gusto ko kc maputayan ang line na "love finds a way" na sinasabi ni Korina yun lang. pag nagawa ni jeran yun..ibig sabihin nangyayari nga siya in real life!
pero somehow, tanga si jeran...dami babae jan no..yugn sa BIR ang ganda na, sexy, mayaman..ayaw patulan.
as in pag dumarating na yung babaeng yon..as in pag pasok pa lang " hi Jeran" sabay smile...hehehehe!!!
may continuation ito......uwi nako eh..

The Game of Love

2005-08-12T23:07:00.000-07:00

For the past few weeks, ganyan ang papel ko sa mga kaibigan ko. tsk. A love adviser. Na parang feeling ko naman, di ako yan no?! di bagay. So kung love guru ako eh di magaling ako magturo pag L-O-V-E ang paguusapan (as if). Which made me think, prang okay tong sideline ah. Hehehe. just kidding. Anyways, three of my friends kept bothering me this past few weeks about their relationships with their boyfriend/girlfriend/secret love. Wa sila care sa probema ng bansa-basta concern sila sa lovelife nila. They kept on texting/calling me, making kwento about their relationship, nag away sila, nagtampo yung isa, nagsisi..and the usual boy/girl problems. When we start talking to the phone..naku! ilang oras din ganito ang reaction ko..” really? “ talaga?” aaaahh.. Baka ikaw naman mali? “ “ alam mo, feeling ko maghihiwalay na kayo ( hahaha! sa lahat ng love adviser ako po ang pessimistic )” and so on.

Most of the time, di nila ako tinatanong kung kumusta ako..basta pag angat ng fone at nag hello nako..start na ng “ whaaaaaa!! Nag away kmi ni ganito..huhuhuhu “ hay. love. Minsan I don’t understand them. Mga mahal nila make them cry, binibigyan sila ng sakit ng ulo, isa lang naman ang solution dyan diba, hiwalayan. Tapos sasagot sila ng “ eh mahal ko eh “ at ang sagot ko naman “ wag kang mag reklamo..mahal mo pala eh, so magdusa ka “ hahaha!! sa lahat ng love adviser ako ang walang kwenta..hehehe..forgive me. forgive me. forgive me. I mean diba, pinasasakit nila ang loob nila, so dapat hiwalay na para wala ng problema tapos hanap ng iba-LOL! at binibigyan ko sila ng time frame, “ girl sa tingin ko kahit di ko na me-meet bf mo three months lang ang itatagal ng relationship nyo “ and true to my hula, three months lang sila. hahaha!! madam auring ikaw ba ako?! im some kinda na manghuhula na talaga.

Uy pero, im kind din naman. ( at tlaga daw ako nagsabi na kind ako-LOL! ) I agreed in a game with one of them ( yan ang term nya sa pustahan ) about his current girlfriend. If his relationship with his girl daw will last till christmas..bibigyan ko daw siya ng all original Guess t-shirts, pag siya natalo, I can ask anything..kahit ano, kahit magkano-bibigay nya. ohhh..i thought of that for a while, sabi nya kahit ano daw eh kahit magkano..so I agreed. Kasi alam ko, kung gano kabilis mag palit ng gf to no. so yun deal. Pero after a while, naisip ko, oh my gosh! kawawa naman yung girl..pinaglalaruan namin siya. I waited for him to call off the game-aba! Nag hintay ako hanggang gabi, di niya na-cancel. So ang ending, I back out. Di ko siya gustong ituloy-I just gave him the shirt he really really like. Kawawa naman eh. Im a girl too. Ayaoko naman mangyari sa kin yon no. pero on the contrary..sayang siya. may naispip pa mandin ako ng gusto gustong kong ipabili. Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. At nagsisi daw ako bigla. Hahaha!

Naisip ko nga, kung ganyan din kaya ako pag nagmahal ako? tanga din kaya ako? hmm..ayako. ayakong subukan. Nakakatakot mag mahal. Parang sa una maganda. Masaya. pro sa huli..mag sasakitan at magsasakitan din. Di ko yata nakikita sarili ko sa ganyan. Mas okay nako being single-admiring someone from a far, okay na ko don. minsan naisip ko, kaya siguro ako kinikilig sa mga couples on tv ( well not naman all-basta those I really really like lang ) siguro frustration ko na sana ganun din ang mangyari sa kin. Yung bang ganun-naku basta di ko ma explain. Basta ganun siya. hahahaha! Nahirapan mag explain-LOL! what’s important naman is IM HAPPY!

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and oh, im planning to go in Manila-ALONE! ( uy! trying to be independent ) Naku! kailangan matuloy to. Gusto ko lang ulit ma-experience kung pano ulit ang mawala at sumakit ang paa sa kakalad-LOL! so, to all my friends and my cousins there-hahaha! wag na kayong magtaka pag nakita nyo ko sa tv, nananawagan kasi nawawala nako..hahaha!

update! update!

2005-08-11T15:01:00.000-07:00

Wow!! i almost forgot that i have a blog-LoL! ive been busy and kinda feel low and sicky this past weeks so i dont have the urge to write what is really going in my life right now in short-tinatamad akong mag type hahaha!! *excuses*excuses*

so musta naman ang prinsesa? hmmm..mabuti naman daw ako ( di pa ako sure ah )...pro sabi ko nga sakit sakitan ang drama ko-lagi akong my fever pag gabi-huhuhu!! mommy! mommy! i feel hot! * OA na ako-LOL* ayun pag gabi inuubos ko mga ration ko ng mga movies. at grabe ha, yung dvd namin ayaw tanggapin mga pirated-gusto niya yung mga original! kaya tuloy medyo nahuhuli ako sa mga movies eh, hinihintay ko muna i release yun mga original. so yun over the weekend till now before i sleep i watched at least one movie. i finished Ms. Congeniality 2, The Prince and Me, Wedding Date, Shall We Dance and Wibledon. the first three movies got me really really frustrated kc di ako nagandahan! parang hello! yun lang ba yun? yun lang? ang tagal kong nag hintay tapos yun lang pala. but the movie Shall We Dance was really really great! kilig ako talaga sa last part! grabeeeee!! after i watched it nga, gusto ko matuto mag dance! Jennifer was really a great dancer! ang galing galing! i specially like yung part nung sinayaw nya yung Moon River-oh my gosh..ang galing nya! i wish i could dance like that too. eh nung college ako, my dance lesson pa naman kami..muntik muntikan ko laging naapakan paa ng partner ko-hahaha! mabuti na lang lagi akong nasa likod at di kami nakikita nung teacher namin-kundi..naku! baka di ako naka graduate-baka yun lang ulitin ko pa nakakahiya! so yun lang ang ginagawa ko..panood nood..pa tulog tulog..sakit sakitan..work work..shopping shopping..lakad lakad..kain kain..hayyyy!! sa mga darating na araw..gagawin kong complicated ang buhay ko para mas exciting naman! paano ko gagawin yon?! ABANGAN!

one..two..tag! ( corny ng title ko-LOL! )

2005-07-16T18:49:00.000-07:00

Got this quiz from Tammy

three names you go by:

1. Cess/Ceps
2. Marie
3. Soy ( shortcut for Bunsoy)

three physical things you like about yourself:

1. My eyes
2. My hair
3. My legs

three physical things you don't like about yourself:

1. My feet
2. My nose
3. My tummy

three parts of your heritage:

1. Filipino
2. Japanese
3. Chinese

three things that scare you:

1. Losing my Family.
2. Losing my Magazines ( hahaha! )
3. Leeches ( everything that crawls..really scares me )

three of your everyday essentials:

1. baby powder
2. toothbrush/toothpaste
3. cellphone

three of your favorite musical artists:

1. MYMP
2. Nina
3. Side A

( well they are not actually my super favorite-but! I like their songs )

three of your favorite songs:

1. Forevermore by Side A
2. Truly Madly Deeply by Savage Garden
3. I don’t know the title but the lyrics is like this

i always remember
Ill never forget
How you took my breath away
The first time we met
No matter what happened
No matter what you do
Ill always remember
The first time I saw you

*** hahaha!! Sinulat ko talaga ang lyrics ng kanta ***

three things you want in a relationship:

1. sense of humor
2. Commitment
3. lots of gifts-hahaha!

three lies and truths in no particular order:

lies:

1. Im a good cook. Im thinking nga to put my own restaurant someday eh.
2. I love squid! So yummy!
3. I love ERAP! ERAP! ERAP! ERAP PA RIN! ipapaglalaban kita idol!

truths:

1. I love laughing and smiling.
2.people always think that im masungit.
3. it really takes a lot for me to get mad or get angry with someone.. As in yung serious talaga.
Pero the problem is. Pag ako nagalit, I easily forgive. But I CAN’T FORGET!

three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:

1. Eyes
2. Height
3. The way he dresses up

three of your favorite hobbies:

1. Watching my favorite tv shows
2. Surfing the net
3. Fixing my things

three things you want to do really badly now:

1. eat
2. curl my hair-again
3. fix my room-again

three careers you're considering/you've considered:

1. take up CPA exam to be a full pledge Accountant
2.if not-I might ( fingers crossed! ) consider studying again take up Education-pre school specially cause I adore kids.
3. To be a broadcaster-Masscom! Why not?! Or a model! I want to have my own billboard in Edsa!

three places you want to go on vacation:

1. Paris
2. Amanpulo in Palawan
3. Hawaii/Spain

three kid's names you like:

1. Macy
2. Corinne
3.Kelvin

*they are my adorable pamangkins, so I have to love their names *

three things you want to do before you die:

1. travel around the world
2. tell this person that I really loved him dearly
3. confess to a priest para daw sure na makapasok sa heaven-LOL!

three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:

1. I love bikes
2. I love jeans over skirts
3. Im always having a crush on my boy-friends girlfriends! Hahaha!!

three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:

1. I'm mushy
2. Im a little bit maarte
3. I love the color pink

three celeb crushes :

1. Brad Pitt
2. JFK
3. Jericho Rosales/Derek Ramsey * for now*

my turn to tag...

people that i would like to see take this quiz:

wala na. cause it seems everybody have taken this quiz.

Favorite Line 2

2005-06-30T17:30:00.000-07:00

I was not able to catch the whole speech of Ms. Susan Roces ..but this one is my favorite.....

" Ang sinungaling ay kakambal ng magnanakaw! " with matching conviction and galit galit in her voice yan ha!

Favorite line..

2005-06-28T13:46:00.000-07:00

" I am sorry. Pinagsisihan ko ang lahat ng ito." that's my favorite line from PGMA speech last night. with matching paawa expression pa yan ha.

Hay Kilig!

2005-06-27T04:38:00.000-07:00

hay..kinikilig pa rin ako till now. kilig!

at ano naman kaya mangyayari mamyang 7 pm? hmm..bakit 7 pm? di ba pwedeng 6 pm? 8 pm? bakit kaya 7 pm? hahaha!! at yun daw ang pinroblema ko.

basta kinikilig pa rin ako. kilig! kilig! kilig!

A Song for Daddy..

2005-06-14T15:01:00.000-07:00

Butterfly Kisses

There's two things I know for sure:
She was sent here from heaven and she's
daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and
I thank god for all the joy in my life
Oh, but most of all
For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her
hair; "Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."
In all that I've done wrong I know I must
have done something right to deserve a hug
every morning and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet 16 today
She's looking like her mama a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.

But I remember
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; sticking
little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you
don't mind I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."
With all that I've done wrong I must have done
something right to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.

She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride-room just staring at her.
She asked me what I'm thinking and I said "I'm not
sure-I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
She leaned over…gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there,
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk my down the aisle, Daddy-it's just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy? Daddy, don't cry!"

Oh, with all that I've done wrong I must have
done something right.
To deserve your love every morning and butterfly
kisses-I couldn't ask God for more, man this is what love is.

I know I gotta let her go, but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses

~~

i heard this song today..and i was really moved after listening to it..it made me think about my father; my dad. i know even if he is so near..pro parang feeling ko he's so far..we are not close..pro i knew deep deep in my heart..he really loves us. to you daddy.. thank you so much ! i dont really say this words to you and i even doubt if you will really hear it from me but..i really do love you!

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY!!

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at hindi po ako ikakasal..hahaha!! i just love the song.

Message Sending Failed!

2005-06-10T21:41:00.000-07:00

Message Sending Failed! Message Sending Failed! Yan! yan! yan po ang nangyayari sa kin last week pa, kaya di ako maka reply sa mga nag te-text sa akin. huhuhu!! ano ba naman..kahit ilang beses ako mag attempt mag reply sa kanila..wa..wa effect laging Message Sending Failed. Bihira yung isang beses tapos message sent talaga..ano bang nangyayari sa celfone ko? ako lang ba na kaka experience ng ganito? Actually nakakainis eh, gusto ko na ngang itapon sa basura ang fone ko sa sobrang frustration dahil di ako makapag text! Huhuhu! sabi daw, one reason kaya nag fa-failed mga messages ko kc..sa mga take note naka: UNLIMITED TEXT! I subscribe once sa service ng smart na to..pero di ko nagustuhan ko eh. ayako!

kaya sa lahat ng mga naka unlimited text, uy! Pagbigyan nyo naman ako..isa lang ako oh..baka kasi akalain ng mga nag te-text sa kin..patay nako dahil di ako maka reply eh. sige na. pleaasssseeeee. And sa smart naman, di na nga ako maka text, binabawasan pa ang load ko..ano ba yaaaaannnnn!

Napanood ko na to. Promise.

2005-06-09T12:44:00.000-07:00

Grrrrrrrrraaabbbbbeeeeeee!!! Anong nangyayari? Anong nangyayari? Anong nangyayari sa Pilipinas??!! Its super gulo talaga. my gosh! na watch ko na to few years ago with Erap government ah. Grabeee!! Now its happening to PGMA! Hay! wala na ba ibang balita?! If ever PGMA will resign ( na sympre di naman mangyayari ) or better yet will be impeach ( ang habang proseso nito-bro! ) SINO NA ANG SUSUNOD NA PRESIDENTE NG PILIPINAS??!!! Ano ba yun! the united oppositions ( teka-united nga ba sila? hahaha ) is calling for a Snap Elections ( which I doubt kung mangyayari talaga ) ang tanong ko lang-sino kaya ang ipapantapat nila? who will be their standard bearer? Susan Roces??!! Naku! jusko po! I have nothing against Mrs. Poe-pro too much na yon. tama na! Tapos after three years..papalitan na naman. o diba, every three years nagpapalit ang Pilipinas ng president..san ka makakita ng ganyan.

In the Philippines, lahat ng mga tao dito marurunong. Lahat mabubuti. Lahat nagmamahal sa bansa especially this politicians and these people rallying on the streets, oh my gosh! talaga naman..prang sila lang ang marunong dito sa Pilipinas. They knows whats good for the country daw! I just don’t get this idea..example sa mga politicians ( esp. this lady solon-na I wont mention na kc baka ako makasuhan ng libelo-hehehe! pero true naman. ) when she starts saying and bad mouth the president..calling her names..di na lang kaya niya inisip na..ganyan din ang ginawa ng tatay niya?! kung magsalita akala mo ang linis..walang bahid kasalanan..walang kinukuha sa pera ng mga magulang ko ( yes! pera namin! dahil nagbabayad na sila ng tax non no! ) eh kung iisipin lang naman niya, at aalahanin nya, ganito rin ginawa ng tatay nya! diba?! I mean hello! isa pa, tong mga taong nag ra-rally sa streets. Yes I know its their right to express their opinions about the president and the government..pro too much na. like the other day, my ksama pa silang mga bata, na prang pinapakita na kulang ang support ng government for education. I mean tama naman sila..pro bakit pati bata kailangan nila isama?! Diba dapat nasa school sila?! And then when they make this parang mascots (?) or symbolism ng president..tapos susunugin lang nila…natatawa ako when they do that talaga! promise. Kasi pano ba naman. ang tagal nila ginawa yun, pinaghirapan nila, and then..susunugin lang nila bigla?! Hahahaha!! Katawa talaga! and then they will chant * gloria resign! * and when someone from the media will interview them..they are addressing the president as “ Gloria ” lang or worst “ Pandak pa “ talaga naman!

Okay, I was able to watch tvpw yesterday ( korina forgive me plus, nahirapan akong takpan ang tv when I see KD! Tinatakpan ko talaga ng kamay ko ang mukha niya sa monitor. ) yup na start ko siya. so after this Boy Mayor..meron na naman Susan Cam na lumitaw! Yes, Susan Cam! Bag lady of jueteng daw. hhmmm..ano kaya klaseng bag ang dala niya? LV? Prada? and nung kita ko siya ng una..she looks like Susan Enriquez ng Channel 7! Hahaha!! mean! Pero parang hindi naman. so yun sympre sabi niya: sya daw nagbibigay ng payola money from jueteng kay Mikey and Iggy ( naks! first name basis talaga..close kami ) and this certain general blah blah blah blah blah... She even presented documents like deposits slips from the bank-yun nga lang..photocopy lang..
sa isip ko..bakit kay KD nag pa interview ang bruhang to?! Bakeeeeeet??!! Bwisit na babaeng to! Hahaha! at yun daw talaga ang concern ko-hehehe. nainis talaga ako sa kanilang dalawa. I mean tatlo pala. including the other anchor! Hala! Mean na naman ako! I don’t know..talagang inis ako kagabi sa kanilang tatlo! Grrrrrr..
So yun nga..she starts saying informations about jueteng, how much money Iggy and Mikey is receiving daw, etc etc. na sympre mega react naman ang mga marurunong na politiko dito.

I will not deny, that yes..here in my place..there is a illegal numbers game, na himala biglang nawala ngayon. Kung sa iba, masama ito..pro karamihan dito..especially yugn mga walang work..pag-jueteng ang work nila. in a way, yes..nakakatulong siya talaga. I mean super nakakatulong. Walang age limit dito. Basta dami ka kaibigan..dami kayo kapitbahay..pupuntahan mo sila sa house, sa work, sa parlor etc..and jaaaarrrraaaaannnn!! My money ka na. pwera pa sa bibigay sayo kung nanalo ang kaibigan mo. alam ko how it works..lahat naman yata dito alam how this illegal numbers work. I have an anecdote story about BP nga eh..though I never met and saw him on person talaga..pro my funny kwento ng mga taga..HI sa kanya. Hahaha!!! sympre di ko na sasabihin no..baka ulit ma libel ako. hahaha!!

Let me just clear this..i am not that super PGMA ha, though I voted her..mas gusto ko siya kesa kay Erap or yes even FPJ. Kulang man siya sa karisma..pro nakikita ko naman ang effort nya in reaching people especially the poor. I know shes trying her best to perform better and be a good president-pro wala eh..konting galaw at anong gawin nya..lahat pumupuna. Sumasabit pa rin siya like this controversial conversation tape niya. ano kaya na-feel niya about this issue? Siguro nasasaktan din sya or nalilito. O kung true man na nandaya..eh sorry.. game over..nagpahuli siya. at Kung mommy ko si PGMA and I can see what is happening and what are they doing to her..like when they call her names..burning those gloria mascots, etc baka sabihin ko sa knya * mommy, umalis na lang tayo dito..ayoko na! * but PGMA must be thankful to the weather now..june tagulan. Walang makaka-pag edsa, pano mababasa sila. di sila makakapag light ng candles don. di sila makakanta. Di sila makakapag chant ng Gloria Resign! Kasi baka magkasakit sila sa ulan. Mahal magkasakit ngayon ah.

So after this jueteng, boy mayor, sandra cam, controversial tape ni PGMA daw..what now? anong mangyayari? New government na naman ba? new president? After all of this brouhaha-mabibigyan ba lahat ng mga tao ng trabaho, pabahay at edukasyon? Masisiguro ba nila na gaganda ang ekonomiya ng bansa? Pare-pareho lang sila. kahit siguro si George Bush pa dalhin mo dito sa Pilipinas..ganito pa rin ang mangyayari. Diba pwedeng tulungan nalang..wala na siraan. Wlang talo-walang dinaya twing eleksyon? Diba pwedeng ganun na lang? diba pwede? Diba pwede? Diba pwede?

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uyy trying to be concern daw ako…hahaha!!

la lang..

2005-06-02T12:44:00.000-07:00

::: i want my own NBS store! i want all the notebooks, the pens, pencil case, crayons basta everything you will find at NBS!! i feel really happy everytime i go to NBS. i enjoy shopping there ng kung anik anik lang dun. wether its a blue staple wire or a pen..basta dapat pag galing ako dun..meron akong binili. i forgot lang who the owner of NBS..napanood ko na sya sa RK eh..if im not mistaken "Coring" din ang name nung lady. NBS your simply the best.

::: i saw my former college crush ( na di nya nalaman )..nagulat ako ng nakita ko siya..i think pati siya..nagkagulatan yata kami..hahaha!! pro i swear! lumingon siya ng palayo nako! alam ko kasi naramdaman ko eh uyyyy!! hahahaha!! kinilig daw ako..LOL!!

:::my three cute little pamangkins are back from the states! grabeee!! magkakaubusan na naman ng english nito! hahahaha!! but its nice ha..kasi lahat ng relatives namin..nakalimutan nila..pro ako..their pretty tita..hindi! hahaha!! talagang when they saw me..isang mapagmahal na " Cess " ang tawag nila. hay di naman ako ginalang..they see me as their playmate kasi eh. but i do love them. plus i have lots of pasalubong too! naks!

::: just last night, i realize na, i have six pairs of Sketchers rubbershoes pala! hay..di naman ako masyado mahilig sa Sketchers diba...the last pair i bought was this shoes wore by Christina Aguilera in some magazines. pro the are comfortable naman eh so..okey lang.

::: i bought another pink slippers..hay shoes..they really make girls happy!

:::i just saw the mtv of rob thomas..lonely no more..and i really find him sexy! i like the way he dances in that video. na parang feeling ko naman..di ko yun magagawa kc i dont know how to dance eh. alam ko lang step eh ang walang kamatayan na "palakpak" step. nyahahaha!!

::: and this song..i wanna know what love is by wynona judd..galing! galing ng paka kanta niya. iba siya. i really felt the song..especially this part..

In my life theres been heartache and pain
I don’t know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

Ortigas, Megamall and Me :)

2005-05-30T13:18:00.000-07:00

Last Friday, I went to Manila for my job interview. I saw the ad in maingate, so I tried my luck, I submitted my resume on line, and they scheduled my interview last Friday. I got excited and nervous when I received the call. When this person said where the exact location of the place..i was like “ huh?! Where on earth is ortigas?!” hahaha!! so the lady said its beside SM Megamall, building B, and heto na naman ako “ nasan po ang sm megamall?!” the lady was kind enough to teach me how will I go to their place. Sabi nya, sabihin ko lang daw sa my Philippine Stock Exchange Building then punta ako ng 30th floor..so yun na..andun nako. so sympre I pretended na kuha ko daw yung direction..pro ang totoo non..di ko pa rin siya alam. And you know when she said the word * megamall * naisip ko..ay pwede akong mag shopping! Hahaha!! so sympre di naman ako pwede mag pahatid kay mommy all the way to ortigas diba..so I decided mag commute na lang. I called up my friend Jhen na makikisabay ako sa kanya ksi that Friday din, she will go to Manila. So there. wala na problema. my kasama na ako, na kahit maligaw ako..at least my kasama pa rin.

So kinabukasan, we left Pampanga, mga 5:30 am ng umaga. We asked some people what bus we will take..so yun tinuro naman nila..papunta daw ng megamall, Pasay daw ang sasakyan namin. the first Pasay bus we saw, di sumakay kami..eh kaso pag upo na pag upo..napansin ko..ay bakit ganito ang upuan ng bus? Bakit ganyan ang window? So in turned out pala na yung bus di siya aircon. So yun bumaba kami. Nag hanap ng aircon bus. nakahanap din kami. So sumakay kami. Ang hirit ko pa nga sa friend ko “ay look oh, konti na lang muuntog nako sa roof ng bus” hahaha. Ng makahanap kami ng place na mauupuan, napansin ko parang ang sikip naman. it turned out pla na yung upuan nung sa unahan namin..naka inclined sa kin. So yun..sinabihan ko ng “ mama, pareho lang po tayong nagbabayad..paki ayos naman po ang upuan nyo ” so inayos naman niya. so yun comfortable na lahat. chika chika chikka. Later on, my lumapit na nagbigay ng tickets, eh kaso ang problema di ako marunong magbasa ng ticket..so yun nagpaturo na lang kami sa katabi namin. one hundred eleven pesos ang binayad namin ( ang mahal! ) sympre sinabihan namin siya na ibaba kami sa my sm megamall. Sa ilan beses niyang dumaan sa min. lagi namin siyang ni re-remind na ibaba kami sa megamall. Eh nakulitan siguro, sabihan ba naman kami ng “ sige kayo makakalimutan ko kasi lagi nyo ako nireremind ” aba! At tinakot kami! Ganun ha. sige. Lakad na ulit yung bus. First stop ng bus, nag question pa ko ng “ ay bakit huminto? Nasiraan ba tayo? Ah siguro my pupunta ng banyo? Eh wala naman banyo. Yun pala my sasakay lang sa my expressway. Hirit na naman ako ng “ mabuti pa sya nakatipid ano. di na nya kailangan pumunta ng terminal ” at ang tagal ng byahe ha. lahat ng yata napagusapan namin tungkol sa boyfriend nya, nabingi na nga ako sa pangalan ni PAOLO! PAOLO! PAOLO! Hay puro paolo. Pero sige okey lang. di naman masyado ma traffic. Okey lang. aliw lang ako sa mga buildings na nakikita ko. sa mga bahay na nasa ilalim ng tulay. Sa ilog na marumi. Sa mga usok ng bus. Sa mga pink fences, at pink urinals na nakita ko. at naisip ko bigla kung bakit pink ang kulay ng mga fences at urinals na ginamit ng MMDA? Bkit di blue? So sinarili ko na lang kasi sa bus, kami lang dalawa ni jhen ang tanging maingay! Bakit ba.

Nung sinabi nung driver na pwde na kami bumaba kasi megamall na..natakot ako. simula na ng adventure. Dumaan kami dun sa my overpass (?). ng makita ko kung gano kataas yung stairs..nagtanong ako ng “ talaga bang aakyat tayo diyan? Wala bang shortcut? ” wala daw. so yun. we went up in heels no less! Na habang umaakyat diring diri ako sa nadadaan namin kasi ang daming-----! Yuckers talaga! eh biglang nag worry si jhen kasi mukhang naliligaw na kami. Oh no! mali pala yung binabaan namin! kasi hinahanap nya yung overpass ( ? ulit ) na may roof! Eh yung dinaanan namin wala siyang roof! Heto na naman ako..humirit ng “ baka naman inalis na ” di daw pwede yun. at least kahit naliligaw kami, we were in the location na..konting hanap na lang at makikita din namin sya. So yun lakad lakad lakad. ang nakakatawa pa, kasi kami lang dalawa ang naglalakad in opposite direction. Everybody is going north..kami lang ang papuntang south! Ano ba yan. hahaha! kaya naman pala tinitignan nila kami. Well, sige carry lang yan. lakad lakad lakad ulit. We saw a police station. So nag ask kami kung san ang PSE bldg, aba! Di daw nila alam! Ano ba naman klaseng police station yun. so buti na lang, someone heard us..then tinuro yung location. Sabi ko, “ ay meron palang isang mabait na tao sa maynila” so yun lakad ulit. Eh mainit. So kailangan namin ng payong. Meron ako! nung ilabas ko na yung payong..hay, nahulog ang pencil case ko! aba! Tumawa ng tumawa si jenifer! Di daw nya akalain na nag pe-pencil case pa ko! sabi ko pag ang pencil case ko nasira, kasalanan ng bf mo! hahahaha!! Ay naku, kasalanan talaga ni paolo yun. so after that my payong na kami, and my shades at di naman nasira pencil case ko lakad ulit. Eh di ko nakikita nilalakaran ko kasi pagod nako..eh my butas pala..so yun naapakan ko..naiwan lang naman ang shoes ko! ay naku! nakakatawa talaga yun. naiwan ang shoes ko! kasalanan ni Bayani Fernando yun. comedy nangyari dun while walking. Mabuti na lang wala nakakakita at kung meron man, bakit ba, di naman ako nun kilala. Hahaha!! so we since maaga pa, we decided to take our breakfast in McDonalds…

To be continued..

Its Over..Finally!

2005-05-25T13:50:00.000-07:00

It’s been almost eight months since this DILEMMA has been haunting and bothering me, and after a long time, it finally ended. I finally spoke to this person this morning, apologizing for what happened, asking forgiveness and a chance. And when she said, * Wala yon, everybody deserve to have a second chance. What is important is, you acknowledge your mistake and you learned from it. * After hearing her saying those words to me, I cried. Bigla nawala yung burden na dinadala ko this last few months. Ilang buwan ko din niloloko ang sarili ko na happy ako-that everything is fine and okay. Pero hindi.

Inaamin ko, nasaktan talaga ako when they start accusing me for doing those things, blaming me, calling me names as if im the WORST person in the whole world. yes, they gave me the chance to explain, pero wala. Mahina ako. I lost the courage to defend myself. Tinangap ko lahat ng sinasabi nila. lahat ng naririnig ko. pero wala silang narinig sa kin kahit na nagagalit at nasasaktan ako. aminado naman ako na may kasalanan din ako, kaya lang di lang naman ako. ang nangyari, para kasing lahat napunta sa kin. All the blames/accusations where on me. all their accusing fingers where pointed at me. ngayon ko napatunayan na, mahirap maging mabait.

Now its over.

No one will catch me staring into space, thinking. No more sleepless nights. No more bad dreams. I can finally move on and go on into my life.

~~

ang pinakamasakit na part lang nito, is when I learned that one of my closest friend who I also consider as my sister, eh siniraan ako. ang sakit! now I know the reason kaya di siya nagpapakita. Yun pala yun. hay life. the world is so cruel talga.

update:)

2005-05-20T13:23:00.000-07:00

::: my family is not okay now. we are experiencing, uhmm.. I dunno know what is the exact word for it eh, ahhh difficult times (?) ah yun *crisis* daw ang right word. So yun, we are not okay. Problems..Problems..Promblems.. always problems. I hope all of this will go na..ayoko ng ganito. Magulo. Crowded. Para kaming sa First Family, but don’t get me wrong, this is not about jueteng ha, mas serious yung kanila..yung sa min although mahirap pa rin siya, but im sure we will all get through with it. para matahimik na. I want to have a quiet, peaceful and happy life; that is all im wishing for.

:::I went to the mall yesterday, just to unwind and think. I walk around and found myself buying a shawl and a nice shirt. Then I went to NBS, and stop in their magazine section. Even if there is a sign * please do not open * hahaha!! I still manage to open and scan them, even if the saleslady is looking at me already! Hahaha!! eh kasalanan niya di nya ako binawalan. Pasaway ba ako?! then I left the magazine section and I bought this cute little stapler! Yes! ive been dying to have this stapler! It is just so cute! colorful! Then I bought a pen and I was tempted to buy notebooks when i saw children with their parents buying stuff for school, but I did not, thinking; what am I going to do with those notebooks anyway? So after that, I went home and check on my wallet. I got shocked because, I spent one thousand pesos in just an hour! Ngeee..sabi ko na eh, masama akong malungkot. But I was happy naman, cause I have a stapler!

::: while everyone is in the beach, out of town communing with nature and enjoying their summer, me-here I am working and spend most of my time alone in my room, making kalikot my computer, reading, writing, or just thinking of nothing. I don’t want to go to the beach right now, cause its too hot! madali pa mandin akong umitim, so yun dito na lang ako. di pa mainit.

:::last Saturday, I was with my college friends-of course I was late! ( what else is new ). nakakatuwa kasi, matagal din kaming di nagkikita kita, so yun, beso dito beso dun. but I got shocked when, this ***** ( enters name ) kiss me. as in I have this look na: huh?! Bakit mo ko kiniss???? Close ba tayo???? Buti di ko siya tinulak so pool. Di naman kami close nun eh. ay naku talaga. and then in the middle of our funny conversation, my friend just blurted this :

Jhen: marie para kang bading!
Me: what? Bakit? Mukhang ba kong bading?
Jhen:wala kang boobs!
Me: ganun ha??!
Tapos tawa..hahahahaha!!
Me:pano yung sa inyo may mga sariling buhay kaya ganyan!

After that, napunta kami sa mga boyfriends nila. so kwento kwento..then I asked, what do they call each other. Most of them, their term of endearment is HONEY. As in halos lahat. 7/10 honey tawagan nila. ( actually lahat yata ng kakilala ko yun ang tawagan, bat di nalang * PSSTT * maganda at unique pa! ) ano ba yan pareho pareho na lang! so I asked Jhen..

Me: jhen ano tawagan nyo? Honey din?
Jhen: hindi.
Me: wow iba! ano?
Jhen: fries and cream!
Me: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! ( as in pinagtawanan ko siya! ) ang corny! Fries and cream hahahaha!!!
Jhen: bakit ba, fave niya ang cookies and cream ako french fries..so short cut, fries and cream..
Me: hahahhahaahahaha!!!

Actually, na kornihan talga ako dun, fries and cream..eh mas gusto ko pa yung honey or pangalan na lang tawagan..wag lang yung fries and cream.. ( still laughing! ) I thought fries and cream was the corniest term of endearment I heard..meron pa pla.

Jeff called me after that and made kwento about her present girlfriend. So while hes making kwento..i asked him also:
Me: jeff, ano tawagan nyo?
Jeff:uhhhmmm
Me: alam ko na honey!
Jeff: yung past relationship ko, honey tawagan namin..so iba na..
Me: so ano na nga?
Jeff: MY LIFE!!
Me: what my life??????!!!! hahhahahahhaa!!!! Jeff!!

So yun, pinagtawanan ko na naman siya. hahahaha!! Sa lahat naman kasi bakit MY LIFE pa. And I was right, their theme song is ALL MY LIFE, dun yata nakuha ng girl ( sorry di kami close! ) ang my life..and corny talaga. my life??!! hahahaaha!! Naku baka, mabasa ni jeffrey to, magalit sa kin..pero my life? whahahhahahahaha!!!!

So yun lang..kahit pano my happy moments naman nangyayari sa kin. But as soon I get home..yun..magulo na. pro yung my life…grabeee!! Laugh trip talaga yun..my life?!!! hahahahaha!!

the boobita in me :(

2005-05-10T15:39:00.000-07:00

Oh my gosh im so bobo talaga! im so pathetic! why?! bakit?! ganito yan..

A while ago, I was so engrossed working on things, then I heard my phone ringing. I was about to ignore it, cause I don’t want to be disturbed, but when I saw the the name KORINA flashing in the screen… I got scared, as in sobrang natakot at kinabahan ako! I was like, OH MY GOD?! why is she CALLING ME??!! So after seeing her name flashing, I ran all the way to the comfort room lang naman ( I always answer my personal calls in the cr ), to answer it. I closed the bathroom door and nervously said HELLO!! and it turned out, to my disappointment, that it was just a RECORDED PHONECALL!! As in nanghina ako while listening to her message..which I did not grasped at all! you should have seen me kung pano ako nagmadali na tumakbo habang natatakot! Hahaha!!

so after her call, dun ko lang naisip na: AY NAKU! NAKA SUBSCRIBE PALA AKO SA SMART STARCALLER! I totally forgot na my subscription ako ng ganun! hanggang pag akyat ko ulit, hanggang pag-upo ko sa chair, hanggang sa pag text sa kin ni Judie-grabe! kinakabahan pa rin ako!

after ten minutes, hahahaha!! Napatawa na lang ako. nakalimutan ko talaga na naka subscribe ako sa smart starcaller! Ang bobo ko. plus, pinagalitan ko ang sarili ko! Princess Marie Antonia bakit ka tatawagan personally ni Korina? di naman kayo masydong close! Oo nga no. hahaha!! oh my gosh! naawa ako sa sarili ko talaga! whahahahahahahahaha!!!!

ahh..love.

2005-05-05T03:40:00.000-07:00

The first time I saw you
You were standing in the rain
There was something about you
That made me look again

The way that you let the rain
Fall down on you
The way that you smiled
When your eyes met mine

Ill always remember
Ill never forget
How you took my breath away
The first time we met
No matter what happens
No matter what you do
Ill always remember
The first time I saw..

~~

I used to sing this song back in high school. Narinig ko ulit yan last night, at hanggang ngayon iniisip ko, kung ano nga ba ang title ng kantang yan. uhmm..ano nga ba?! di ko alam eh, pro alam ko lang noon, gusto gusto ko ang kanta na yan. My point pa nga na nirecord ko ang boses ko while singing that song..at doon ko napatunayan na di ako pwdeng maging singer! Hahaha! ang pangit kaya! LOL!

Anyways, while I was listening to that song last night, naalala ko bigla yung crush ko nung high school! yun pala ang reason why ko nagustuhan ko ang song na yan-dahil pala sa kanya. Ang crush ko nung high shool na hanggang ngayon di nya alam na naging crush ko siya! actually, im very good on that department..yun bang kahit ibitin at itali mo ko sa puno..pakainin mo ko ng sili..or pakain mo ko sa leon ( uy! OA na yan ha! ) hinding hindi mo ko mapapaamin na gusto kita! I am good in hiding feelings..in admiring someone from a far..kuntento na ko na nakikita kita..naririnig ang boses mo..kita kitang tumatawa..yun lang masaya nako. pathetic diba?! takot kasi ako sa rejections eh. takot akong mapahiya, pagtawanan at higit sa lahat iwasan. Kaya itago na lang ang drama ko. akala nga nila noon..tomboy ako eh. kasi nga naman sa lahat ng mga naging kaklase ko mula grade school hanggang college..wala silang nalaman na MINAHAL or NAGUSTUHAN ko. sa yearbook nga namin akalain mong ang ibigay na message nila sa kin eh “ SANA MAGKA GUSTO KA SA TOTOONG TAO NAMAN! YUNG HINDI ARTISTA HA..YUNG NAKIKITA NAMIN ” diba ang sarap nilang sakalin. Hehehe.

Well, pag totoo tao na ksi ang pinaguusapan, nahihirapan akong mag share. Pero pag sa mga artista, celebrity..mga ganyan game na game ako. High school kung ang lahat ay baliw na baliw kay Leonardo di Caprio, ako kay..Patrick Garcia. Oo inaamin ko, like na like ko siya nung highschool! As in sobrang gustong gusto ko siya! lahat yata ng shows nya sa tv pinanood ko at lahat ng bagay na tungkol sa kanya..grabe!! alam ko! pag may nagsabi ng pangalan Patrick Garcia..naku kahit malayo ako..maririnig at maririnig ko! pero tanungin mo ko now..kung ano ang tunay na pangalan niya at kailan ang birthday niya..di ko na alam! Hahaha! pag nakikita ko nga siya sa tv eh ngayon eh..deadma, parang wala lang. minsan nagugulat pa ko sa hitsura ni Patrick now..tagal ko na rin kasi siyang di nakikita.

Ay hindi meron pala akong pinagsabihan..dalawa nung highschool at dalawa nung college. si Lovely at si Gina Pie. Pero hoy ha..ang tagal din bago ko nasabi sa kanila kung sino ang object of affection ko non..at patapos na ang school non. they promise not to tell anyone..and until now..wala silang pinagsabihan ( I hope! ). Tawag nga nila don sa secret ko eh THE GREATEST SECRET IN HAU! And indeed it was a super mega secret. Kung bakit?! Ano sasabihin ko ba?! sige na nga. Kasi I fell in love sa boyfriend ng friend ko! Oh kaya nyo yon?! ang pathetic ko nga eh. akalain mong of all people, bf pa ng friend ko. hahaha!! basta mahabang istorya. pro di nalaman ng friend ko pati nung bf nya na gusto ko siya. hanggang sa mag break sila di nila nalaman. hanggang ngayon di nila alam. Kasi mga wala silang pakiramdam! Hahaha!! Ngayon nga pinagtatawanan ko ang sarili ko..bakit ko ba nagustuhan ang lalakeng yon. well..love moves in a mysterious ways nga diba. hay. pero my kapareho ako ng ganyan case..si Janice ganun din. She fell in love with my classmate na super close friend naman niya. which made me think na..birds of the same feather flock together! hahaha!! so all in all apat lang ang pinagsabihan ko sa secret na yon. eh yung isa ko pang pinagsabihan..inokray pa ko. naku si jeffrey! Nakakaasar kaya yun.

Sa office, ako lang ang walang boyfriend. lahat sila may mga asawa, may mga boyfriends na..lahat nagmamadali umuwi ( lalo na pag sweldo ) para makita mga boyfriends nila. pag sapit ng alas 5, hala! Isa isa na pumupunta sa banyo, nagpapaganda kasi nga naman sa gate, nandon ang mga boyfriends at asawa nila, naghihintay sa mga sweldo, I mean sa kanila. Ako ayun..hanggang don lang. umuuwi mag isa..punta ng mall at grocery ng mag isa. pero di mo ko mapapakain ng mag isa! i mean sa resto or sa mcdo na lang..never! nahihiya ako. tinatanong nga nila ako kung di ako naiingit..well kung pag babasehan naman ang mga iyak nila at mga problema tuwing my tampuhan sila..naku wag na! bat naman ako maiingit sa kanaila. Pwde ba.

Di ako naiiggit sa kanila. Im not. Really. Im okey. Im contented being single and fabulous! Kinikilig kay Mar and Korina. kinikilig kay Paul ( oh my gosh ang picture nya ang sweet kilig!) dati kay Gabby ( aminin nyo gwapo siya-kahit naka white t-shirt lang yan parang ang bango nya tignan..so fresh pang mayaman! ) at kay Bobbet at Lauren ( cute na mga directors! ). like ko din dati si Vic Sotto ( look a like niya si George Clooney! ). Dati kong crush si Jerry Yan. nong isang araw crush ko si eric santos-kasi napaka ganda ng teeth niya..so perfect..kaya kinilig ako sa kanya. Basta. Im happy. im kilig everday. Pro sa mga totoong tao..as in ordinary people..naku wala. Wala akong mapusuan!

So ano ang connection ng kanta sa sinulat ko now? aba malay ko. Napahaba lang ako.

Im sooooo tired!!!

2005-04-28T12:55:00.000-07:00

Im sick and tired of being compared!! Really. It annoys me when some members of my family or even close relatives or friends compares me with either of sisters or my cousins. They just don’t know, how my heart breaks or how annoyed I am when these “comparing” begins. I know my sisters and my cousins are better and prettier than me…I know that. Pero kailangan ba over and over again..ulit ulitin nila ito?? Parang pirated cd na..nakakairita na nakakasawa! Bakit hindi pa nila ako tigilan?! Wala na bang ibang tao na pwede nilang I pag compare? Why me? why? Im so tired of these! Most of time I ignore it…prang wala akong naririnig. Prang wala ako dun sa place na yon when they talked about this..pro minsan..im irritated. Im irritated cause im hurt! nasasaktan pa rin ako! di ba nila nararamdaman yon?! mga walang pakiramdam! Grrr..

Like this recent family gathering ( not a happy one though )..we were dining in a long table.. with some of my cousins, my aunts..and some family friends..then this “Aubrey Miles” look alike cousin of mine..just arrived to join us eating..and duh!! Sabihan ba naman ako ng “ oh wag kang tatabi sa kanya..wag kang tatabi” so sympre ako....I just bowed my head while eating and pretended that I did not hear her say that! Parang walang akong narinig…binilisan ko pagkain ko and helped the florists arrange the flowers..because if I gonna stay longer in that dining table..my gosh…im going to hear the endless…” mas maganda siya sayo” “ mas magaling” and so ooooooonnnn… Pro at the back of my mind im telling myself..” mabulunan ka sana sa pagkain!..bwisit ka! ” ( sorry mean din ako ) why do these people can’t understand that im different from my cousins and my sister ?! I know im not that pretty and not that intelligent as they are….kaya nga iba ako eh. and if having a boyfriend is their basis of being beautiful..ay naku..talgang talo ako sa aspect na yan, cause I don’t have a boyfriend…yet. Eh sa ayoko eh..ano ba paki nila? kasalanan ba sa mundo ang maging single now. naku! gusto kong pagsasampalin sila! naku.. gggrrrrrrr talga!!! They make me feel that im the ugliest person in the whole world!! Nakaka hurt.
siguro kasalanan ko na rin because I let them say those things to me-harap harapan yan ha. I just take and take and take the nastiest words..things they say about me. now ko napatunayan na mabait ako talga. uhhmm, respeto ko na lang yun sa kanila cause they are older than me plus they are considered “family”..pro pag ako napuno..naku!! pasensiyahan na lang. tandaan nila..the world is round..bilog ang mundo.

Of miniskirts..tee shirts..and slippers

2005-04-21T15:01:00.000-07:00

Im into mini skirts right now!! hurray!! Hahaha!! hey, I have an excuse its summer..its super hot..plus every girl is wearing them now..in the mall, in school, in the office..so why not wear one?! I bought my first mini skirt in Folded and Hung last December and I just cant get enough of it. even if it soooo expensive..i took the chance..so I bought it. Now, four months after, I have different skirts.. I have two picnic skirts which is just so cute, one in pink and one in black, I have 2 white mini skirts-given by my cousin in the states, I have three FnH maong mini skirt-which I really really love, and one Old Navy khaki skirt. O diba..di naman halatang I fell in love with miniskirts..nyahaha!! very girly..which is not so me.
I also love this Herbench under tee shirts ( is that what you call it?!) I have them in different colors, white, pink, and khaki plus a penshoppe baby tee-in white and in black. So presko when you wear them. And finally..slippers. when I went to the mall last week, I saw this cute slippers with pretty flowers and stones in it..i just fell in love with them! so I bought two-one in pink and one in white. And a week after that..i bought another pair-this time in different desings..i bought two pairs again..in pink and in white. I love these colors..pink and white. Hahaha!! my mom was wondering cause I keep on buying slippers these days-LOL!! so before April will end..i have four beautiful slippers and one white shoes..no new high heeled shoes for now..only slippers..five shoes in April and still counting..uhmm..not bad. :)

my dear friend

2005-04-18T23:00:00.000-07:00

Dear Friend,

Last night, I was a bit sad, bit disappointed and kinda happy. I got a text from my friend Judie, saying that a friend of hers saw you on tv. I cant believe I missed that one! You see, a few days ago, I was ecstatic when I read in the papers that AF3 will be shown live from Batangas in studio 23. I got excited and even informed my online friends about it (I even put it on my fone and planner so I will not forget watching it). When Sunday came, april 10..i was glued on the tv-hoping to see you. Even if I was bored watching those fast cars in the lane..racing..i patiently watched. Funny nga cause when I saw those umbrella girls..hahaha!! naawa ako sa kanila. They are wearing a mini skirt and tube blouse..under the heat the sun no less! good luck sa mga sunburns nila! tsk. Tsk. Tsk. Uhhmmm, Im curious..how much did they pay them kaya?! anywayz,10:30..11:30..12:30..three hours has passed..you never showed up. huhuhu!!! I thought, I thought, I thought, you will be the one to award those who won on the race cause your one of the organizers diba..but instead it was Peter Musngi who did that thingy. Huhuhuhu!! but hey, the optimistic side of me..is telling me..” hey Princess…Diane Castillejo is there..maybe the race ( plus the after party event ) will be shown in her show, sports unlimited! Baka dun ipapakita siya! ” so I got excited again! But sadly, after few days..i saw the plug of sports unlimited..walang AF3 na pinakita! hay dear friend ang lungkot. Ang malas ko.
Maybe, this is not yet the perfect time, to see you. Maybe, all I need to do is to wait for a few more days, weeks, months or yes..even years! Im so pathetic! I asked myself last night..why do I like you? So I counted the reasons..
1.I like your picture with your ex-girlfriend.
2.I like the way, you held her hands-as if you never want her to let go.
3.I like the way, you affectionately hug her..embraces her.
4.I like the way, you whispered to her ears..maybe telling her..that she really looked lovely that night.
5.I like the way you smile..so perfect. So saya!
6.I like the way you dress up..even if you’re always in white.
7.I like you’re height..so tall.
8.I find it cute..when you and your ex..dresses up in similar color..white ( I guess, its your favorite ) plus I think, you have a similar watch too.
9.I like you cause you look sweet.
10.I like you cause you’re so cute, even if your what..uhmmm 40+?? Does it come with age?

And finally, I like you cause YOU NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME HAPPY AND FEEL KILIG!!!!

see?! I am pathetic. Infatuated na yata ako sayo-LOL!! I have seen lots of kilig picture of your ex and her present boyfriend..but yours is the best! As in grabe!! its still number one in my list! I love that picture talaga! There was time, I put it on the back of my door..so you will be the first and the last one I will see when I woke up..or when I sleep at night..but I remove it..cause my sister saw it..plus, she told my mom about it-hahaha!! I got embarrassed with that hehehe!! I got sad, when your ex announced in the radio that your mom died before christmas, but got jealous when she greeted you a few days after your birthday..grrr!! hahaha!! as if I have the right to be jealous-LOL!!

my dear friend..i hope I will be seeing you soon. I don’t know how and where. Maybe on television, or maybe in the magazines, or maybe in person! Uhhmmmm..ive been thinking..mag apply kaya akong umbrella girl sa susunod na af3?? Hahaha!! desperado. Ngek.

But even if I did not see you last night..im still kilig when judie told me, that you still look good daw! yihee!! **kilig**

So im calling the attention of the present boyfriend of his ex- Sir, ingat ka..pakasalan mo na kasi siya..sige ka..jan pa si Dear Friend..looking good pa daw…baka maagaw pa. Hahaha!! Hoy! Hoy! Hoy! Hoy! Hoy! Hoy!

Love,

marie

birthday thoughts..

2005-04-04T13:05:00.000-07:00

Uyy!! Tomorrow birthday ko na. Happy Birthday to me!! at binati ko daw ang sarili ko-LOL!! and how does it feel to be THIRTEEN??!! ( 13??!!! ) happy naman. okey naman. wala pa rin nagbabago. Okey pa rin ako. andito sa tabi..kaharap ang mga numero. Sumasakit ang ulo sa kaka sulat..kakatayo..at di malaman ko pano itatago ang discman para di mabigyan ng memo-hahaha!! so what am I going to do bukas??!! Uhhmm..ewan ko. di ko pa alam. Baka magtatago sa mga magpapalibre ( kuripot! Hahaha), uhhmm..mag-iisip, magshopping, maglalakad, kakain..ay naku bahala na. Pero sana masaya ako bukas. I will be a year older na naman..hay. the past few days, dami kong naiisip..yung iba my sense, pro most of the time..walang kasense sense ang mga iniisip ko. naku po.

::: Ka birthday ko si President Gloria!! ( napaka swerte nya-sya ang ka birthday ko-hahaha) naku for sure babaha na naman ng chicken joy sa Clark nito..last year yan ang pinamigay niya sa mga tao dito. Funny nga kasi, hinahanap siya non ng mga tao: nasan ang pangulo? Nasan ang pangulo? Di nila alam nasa tabi na nila..ksi di nila siya makita sa liit niya..hahaha!! Mean talaga!

:::ipinanganak ako ng 10:45 ng umaga. La lang nakita ko lang yung birth certificate ko recently. At ang name ng nanay ko..hahaha..la lang..mahaba din.

:::hanggang ngayon, iniisip ko kung bakit Princess ang pangalan ko? uhmm..bakit kaya? kung lalaki pala ako eh di ang magiging pangalan ko. Prince? Ang pangit. Prince Mario Anthony. Pro di ko masyado type name ko..prang ang common..nilagyan pa kasi ng Princess..pwede naman na Marie na lang.

:::inaabuso ako ng mga pamangkin ko. di nila ako tinatawag na Tita. They treat me as their playmate lang. Uyy!! Pero tinawagan nila ako kaninang ala 4:00 ng umaga..tatanungin kung “ Cess nagising ka ba namin?!” obvious ba..hello! alas 4:00 ng madaling araw kaya yun. pro okey lang kasi na touch ako, they sang happy birthday to me sa phone! Aliw na aliw ako. and di nawawala ang tanong na:

Macy: what is your birthday cake? what color?
Me: barney..color green ( nakalimutan ko color violet pa la yon-LOL!!)
Macy: eh pang boy naman si Barney eh..
Me: uhhmm, di si Dora na lang.
Macy: yeah si Dora na lang. I watched her in channel 46.
Me: ay channel 46? Dito channel 7 siya eh.
Macy: my clown ba sa birthday mo?
Me: meron.
Macy: what color?

At humaba pa kami sa mga kulay na yan. hay. sumakit ang throat ko sa kakadaldal kaninang umaga. Pero okey lang. Cute mga pamangkin ko. kamukha ko! hahaha!!

:::I can stay for 20 hours ng walang labasan sa room ko. wala lang. I love my room. feeling ko pagpasok ko sa kwarto, nasa ibang planeta ko. and I really really hate it,kapag pumasok na lang bigla sila ng di man lang kumakatok! Naiirita ako. feeling ko: ano pa kaya ang purpose ng pintuan sa kwarto kung lahat ng mga tao di kumakatok?!

::: okey lang hiramin ang mga sapatos ko, pro dapat pagkatapos nilang gamitin, ibalik nila sa kahon. Di yung ilalagay nalang sa isang sulok. At alam ko kung may gumalaw sa mga gamit ko.

::: I love curtains and pillows. Ewan ko, feeling ko pag bago ang kurtina namin sa bahay ang yaman yaman yaman namin. hahaha!! at pag sinumpong ako at talagang nabighani ako sa mga unan ko..talagang di ako hihiga..ksi nanghihinayang ako na baka magulo pag kakalagay ng mga unan ko! weird no?! hehehe.

::: I can live without an electric fan. Ewan. Siguro kahit pamaypay na lang makaka survive ako. wag lang sa blower. Feeling ko kasi sa blower, prang natutuyo ako. yung ganun. kaya wala akong blower.
:::I have new sets of glow in the dark stickers..ang ganda..aliw. dolphins and butterflies sila. aliw ako. kaso pag nakita na naman ng nanay ko..hahaha!! papagalitan ako..ksi kung ano ano na lang daw nilalagay ko sa kisame-LOL!!

:::when Mt. Pinatubo erupted naisip ko now lang at nakita ko sa picture ( diba, pumuputok na ang pinatubo lahat lahat. My picture picture pa kaming nalalaman-kodak moment ba ) bakit kaya ako nag sweater non ng stripes considering na blackout sa min? At bakit ako pinag rubber shoes ng nanay ko? mag ma mountain climbing ba kami?

:::uhhmm,,ikakasal kaya si Mar and Korina? naiinip nako eh. baka naman sa 2010 pa yan ha, naku ha ang tagal kaya non. diba pwedeng now na yan or bukas na? pro kinikilig talga ako sa kanila. Promise!

:::ikakasal din kaya ako? naku! parang hindi. prang hindi. parang hindi. parang hindi.

:;;bago ako ikasal,..magka boyfriend kaya ako this year? Uhhmm..parang hindi rin. Parang ayoko. Ayoko. Ayoko. Ayoko. Dahil..magastos magka boyfriend ngayon!!! Hahaha!!!

:::di ko naranasan na mag birthday sa school. kasi vacation lagi birthday ako. at bihira akong mag celebrate ng birthday na di holy week. Dati nga tumapat ng Good Friday birthday ko eh. tsk. Ang lungkot. Pro masaya pa rin ako non.

::: ang alam ko lang lutuin ay..fried egg, hotdogs, fried eggs, hotdogs, spam, hotdogs, boil water, hotdogs, spam, spam, eggs, hotdogs!

::; pangit ako nung bata ako. hahaha!!!

::: sabi ng nanay ko, nung bata ako, pag daw tinatawag ako ng lolo ko..tumatawa daw siya kasi ang di daw bagay ang name ko..Princess.

:::pero ngayon maganda ako. bwahahahahaha!! ( ako na daw nagsabi na maganda ako-hehehe)

:::gusto ko ng Dora doll. La lang. Parang mas masaya lang. Tapos kokontra na naman ang nanay ko. kasi di na ako makagalaw sa dami ng stuff toys dito sa room ko.

::: ito serious to. Uhmm, feeling ko,mamatay ako ng maaga. Ewan, may feeling ako ng ganun. siguro ang life span ko mga 30 or 40 yrs lang. Ang ikakamatay ko ay either, breast cancer or cervical cancer. Naku! pano na yan, kung mag pa chemo ako, eh di malalaglag ang hair ko. naku! sayang ang buhok ko, maganda pa naman. ano kaya kung I donate ko na lang? Kanino? Uhmm..iisipin ko pa.

Hayan mga iniisip ko..birthday thoughts, sentiments. Actually marami pa yan eh. more sa susunod…..

bakasyon..bakasyon..bakasyon

2005-03-30T16:14:00.000-08:00

I had a nice vacation last Holy Week. We stayed in my grandmother’s house near the mountain. it’s a family tradition, when its Holy Week, hello Arayat ang drama namin. all my aunts, uncles, cousins, pamangkins are all there. We all squeeze in the house of my Lola. Siksikan, very noisy but its masaya. One of my cousin suggested that they should expand the house or make it like a “hotel” daw, yung parang every room they have name tags or numbers like for room one “ tita Daling’s family only ” so ano yun, sa harap ng house my receptionist? Hahaha!! patawa yun talaga. honestly, im not too keen going in the barrio, cause its really really hot up there, but wala akong magagawa-it’s a family tradition and besides it’s the only time for me and my cousins to bond and do things together. so, while we were there..food is flowing, as in parang fiesta! ( walang holy holy week sa family namin-LoL! ) eveyone was busy preparing, eating and drinking. we ate using the “mababang dulang” para kaming mga japanese-tapos I observed pa na malilit talga mga mata namin. hahaha!! Me and the rest of my pamangkins spent most of our time staying in the backyard, running after the baby goats! Hahaha! wala lang, pinagtripan lang naman namin ang mga kambing don. the ducks-wow! Its been a long time since I last saw a duck-LOL! the carabaos, the cows, the chickens, the pigs. Hehehe..im gonna sing na sana the song-old mc donald had a farm….and so on. I appreciated the sound of the bamboo trees-yung ingay non when the wind is blowing, and the birds flying high in the sky and the view my gosh! its really scenic! Para akong nasa Hacienda Luisita na merong bundok sa harap mo. When night falls, my cousins are too excited to go to the church to watch these men, carrying the cross..mga duguan sa likod..etc..i beg off – kasi natatakot ako sa mga yun plus feeling ko when I hear people singing the Pabasa..the end of the world is coming na. hahaha!! im so weird talaga. so what I did, I just stayed home, watch tv, tickering my phone ( at my signal don ha, in fairness! ) and thinking of a story I promised to my friend Patty. And its sooooooooo cold pag gabi na. di na kailangan ng aircon. Hahaha. the next day, hehehe I woke up late. as in ako ang pinaka last na nagising. Kakahiya talga ako. pero nung mga madaling araw na, meron nakong naririnig na nagwawalis sa daan. Ang aga magising ng mga tao dun. Plus, some people are going to the farm na- with their carabaos and cows. Uhhmm naisip ko lang, di talaga ako pwede to live in the barrio. Magugutom ako. hahaha. so after breakfast, my cousins decided to go “ farm hopping” yan daw ang counterpart ng club hopping don-LOL! we went to other farm of my lola, picked some mangoes na talaga naman nakakaloka sa asim..pro masarap sila. and drink this super delicious hot chocolate made by my aunt. Panalo yun. tinalo niya yung lasa ng Magnolia Chocolate na favorite ko and ate some rice cakes na super sarap talaga. Good thing, no one suffered from diarrhea but the bad thing is, nangitim kaming lahat don- I think its because of the hangin-eh nasa my side pa kami ng tubuhan so yun when the wind blows..ramdam mo ang init talaga.. pero alala ko, we used to take a bath dun sa my patubig na parang poso in the middle of the farm-tapos we will swim sa may putikan..hahaha!! my gosh! di ko na magagawa yon ngayon. But I saw some kids still doing the same..nakakatuwa. then I was looking for this place na ginawa naming “ hideout” non. its in the mango tree, pro wala na siya. I think they cut the tree already. Life in the barrio is so simple. Lahat ng tao madaanan mo, they smile to you, they offer food..as in very hospitable. Ay, hinanap ko rin pala mga kalaro ko don, and I found out, almost all of them have their own families na. ako na lang yata wala. Hahaha!! ay naalala ko din, kasi when I was in grade school, I started wearing braces na, and everytime I speak, sinasabihan ako-bat ganyan ang ngipin mo, bakit my bakal? Hahaha!!! I just smile.

But with all this happy moments we spent together in the farm, there is one lady na talaga naman hinahanap ko-my Lola. This is the first year that we spend holy week na wala siya. I miss her laugh, her voice, her kulitness basta her presence, yun kahit di sya nagsasalita or nakiki join alam mong when you open the door, pagbalik mo-nandon siya..happy ka na. but last week was really different. Wala siya. and everytime I see the chair where she used to sit in the sala-naluluha luha ako. ( hahaha!! naiyak daw ako while typing this. ) I truly miss her. really. So yun lang..basta all in all happy naman ako.

~~~

i have a new curtains for my room..very nice. i like it. maaga gift for my self..hehehe

i feel..

2005-03-23T12:38:00.000-08:00

:: I still feel BAD for Manny Pacquiao! Im not a boxing enthusiast, but because almost all my relatives and family watched Manny’s fight last Sunday, naki watch na din ako but very briefly lang ( plus may bet kami ng cousin ko-too bad I lost! ) Its really awful to see Manny with the wounds and blood flowing in his face, nakakaawa siya! di ko siya kinaya! I did not finish the whole fight, kasi naiiyak ako! hahaha!! but I think Manny fought a good fight naman! Even if he lost ( and I lost too-huhuhu! ) he is still the champion to me! Naks! Uhhmm, I wonder how much money he earn. let me see with the $1.7 Million and let say the dollar is 55 deduct 15% for his coach, another 20% for his promoter, still another 25% for tax..my gosh Manny you only have jaraaaannn…37.4 Million pesos! Less the balato pa. Ano ba yan. si manny ang nakipag suntukan tapos marami pang take home pay yung mga managers and promoter niya! ay add pa natin yung royalty niya. dami dami money ni manny!

::: I feel SAD..cause my birthday is coming na!! im not excited. Im not happy. basta I just feel sad. maybe the thought of adding another year..saddens me. I don’t want to get old. I want to be forever 21 or yes maybe 16. Naku! baka mabasa to ni Lord, biglang kunin ako..sabihin sa kin “ ah ganun, you don’t want to get old pala ha..patay ka sakin” ngeee!!

::: I feel UNCULTURED why? the other day I watched this documentary, Imelda. Ha! And I found out that Oleg Cassini is not a parlor pala! my gosh! pinagtawanan ko ang sarili ko when I saw it. eh pano naman, I always see that in Korina’s show and i thought it’s a parlor! Yun pala hindi! Hahaha!! im so uncultured. *pouts*

::: I feel KILIG!! well, it’s the only emotion that I can sustain right now. KILIG!

::: I feel LONELY. I dunno. Sometimes I think that nobody loves or care for me.

::: I feel like a CRAB right now. my allergies are showing na naman kasi because of the weather. Its so hot! Kaya hayan, prang alimango ang skin ko. so red!

::: and finally Im SCARED when I hear the Pasyon. Feeling ko, parang end of the world na. im weird talaga.

remembering a former classmate :)

2005-03-05T23:50:00.000-08:00

i was reading these old magazines kanina, and i saw this super old newsletter we made in gradeschool. grabe! ang tagal na non, medyo inaamag na nga yata-LOL! wala lang na amaze ako sa hitsura ko. hahaha! im so innocent pa ng mga panahon na yon. ( ehem, im innocent pa rin naman upto now hahaha!! ) so read read ako ng articles i wrote ( i was a feature editor pala non..i forgot na hahaha!! ) and scan some pictures, then my former classmate Mark caught my attention. i havent seen this guy for a looooooooong time. as in tagal tagal tagal na. i remember when we were in gradeschool, my heart failure siya. weak yung heart nya kaya bawal siya mapagod talaga. that is why he never got to attend our P.E. subject because he is sick. pero mark is cute. as in super cute. ( even my sister notice this ) he is actually the cutest in our batch. a lot of girls really swoon over him, considering ang bata bata pa namin non ( ehem, di ako kasali don ha ). basta a lot of people say na he is handsome. para siyang prince. Wala siyang kamukha, pro cute siya. alala ko ang liit ng sulat niya. ang payat. Transferee siya from other school, tapos nung lumipat siya, super nayabangan ako sa kanya. Parang ang yabang kaya niya. pro as time passes by, kind din pala siya. we have the same dentist pa nga eh. nagpa ortho kasi sya, kaya I recommend my dentist sa kanya non. nung graduation namin, lahat halos ng pictures ko na kuha sa school, nasa background siya. ewan ko ba dun. Lahat ng pictures pa cute siya. hahahaha! And yung mga baby pictures niya nasa kin. Bakit?! Eh naging teacher kasi niya sister ko. school project nila yung parang book of life niya, pro hindi nya na nakuha. He stop going to school. Kasi nga nagkasakit na naman siya. hay.

i just wonder kung komusta na siya? buhay pa kaya siya? this is so weird but minsan napanaginipan ko siya. i dont know. hope he is okey. alive and still kicking. im weird.

And the Winner Is

2005-03-01T23:00:00.000-08:00

Last night I watched the replay of the 77th Annual Academy Awards held in the famous Kodak Theatre in the heart of Holly wood. Every year I look forward watching this glittering award show (even if it ends up really really late, because of loads of commercials, sigh*) cause this is the only time I got to see almost all my favorite Hollywood Actors and Actresses dress up, waving, smiling in the shiny shimmering Red Carpet. And I love seeing what the stars are wearing! Uhm, let me see, most of the women wore the same style or cut of dress, a strapless gown with a quite long tail ( which to me looks like a broom or a vacuum cleaner cleaning all the dirt in the red carpet-LOL! ) and very low back. Example, Charlize Theron- I so love her gown its really beautiful. it looks like the wedding gown of Mai Mai Cojuangco but Charlize version is better. Gwyneth Paltrow- Gwen gown is okey except for the lower part of the dress because to me, it looks like a cabbage with garter, but never the less, she is pretty and so sexy! and oh! I so love her hair its long and very simple. Penelope Cruz and Salma Hayek-the two spanish mestiza. I thought nga they are twins kasi magka mukha sila. although I got distracted to Salma Hayek bangs kasi parang natutusok ang mata niya while introducing the nominees. Im just wondering how many containers of hair spary did Penelope’s stylist used just to have a hair a like that. Grabe! nasira na naman ang ozone layer natin dahil sa buhok ni Penelope. But she is pretty. Halle Berry gown I think was done by Versace. Halle rocks! She is so sexy! my favorite Drew Barrymore was very pretty also with her black gown. Natalie Portman- I love her diamond hairband. Its so pretty. I bet that is so mahal! And the rest, I cant remember what are they wearing. And the men look fabulous too, all of them are dress in a well ironed tuxedos with a cute little ribbon (like a waiter) or a suit paired with really nice tie, example Clint Eastwood, Mike Myers, Adam Sandler, John Travolta and Leonardo di Caprio (he did not won! Belat! Hahaha!! im a not a leo fan sorry!). Chris Rock the host last night did quite well, but sometimes I got annoyed with his voice because its too LOUD! I don’t like Kirsten Dunst lacey black gown , Hillary Swank long sleeve gown with a very very low back! Konti na lang makikita mo na talga ang behind nya! and Kate Winslet blue gown too. To me, Kate look a lot older with that color ( it’s a Mar Roxas color pa naman tsk. ) and what happened to Rennee Zellwager? Is she sick? She looks anorexic with her red gown! She is so anemic! Kakulay niya ang carpet hahaha!! I thought nga yung sobra sa red carpet ginawa nyang gown. But my gosh! She is so payat! So thin talga! and I cant forgive Johnny Depp, gosh! Para siyang older version ni Harry Potter! And the shoes! Hahaha!! wala na, hihimatayin nako sa shoes ni Johnny Depp. And Robin Williams, I don’t like his red suit either. di bagay sa kanya. Parang my lining pa naman ng red sa side nung suit nya. basta. I don’t like it. and Antonio Banderas too. I cant forgive his hair either. but if I will going to choose one woman whos beauty stand out in all those celebrities there, I would definitely give it to Julia Roberts. My gosh! She so, so beautiful!I love her gown. Its so simple. And her hair as well, her smile! Priceless. ( kahit malaki mouth niya-carry niya!) I did not see her in the red carpet, I guess she passed through the side door. But she is a winner to me! Julia Rocks! when Charlize announced Jamie Foxx as the winner, I was touched to his thank you speech when he talked about his grandmother who raised him. I was moved by his speech really, so touching. Isa pa, mas happy mga tao when he won compared to Hillary who won for the movie Million Dollar Baby, kasi nagtayuan lang naman lahat ng tao dun. I havent seen his movie Ray, but Korina said the movie was good. Lahat naman yata movie good sa babae na to kasi my kasama kasi siyang nanonood. Hahaha!! beyonce sang two songs. Uhm, ano ba to cost cutting?! Bakit dalawang beses siyang kumanta?! And oh, I saw Oprah din pala. I thought The Aviator will gonna win as the movie of the year but it went to Clint Eastwood movie, Million Dollar Baby.
All in all I enjoyed watching the show even if it ended up really really late. and where is Tom Cruise, Nicole Kidman, Russel Crowe, Meg Ryan, Tom Hanks, Sandra Bullock, Huh Grant?? Uhmm, absent sila ha. And by the way, I love Nicole Kidman Chanel No 5 Commercial. It reminds me of her movie Moulin Rouge. Ganda! Love Oscar!

Here are the complete list of winners!

ACTOR IN A LEADING ROLE
Jamie Foxx
RAY

ACTOR IN A SUPPORTING ROLE
Morgan Freeman
MILLION DOLLAR BABY

ACTRESS IN A LEADING ROLE
Hilary Swank
MILLION DOLLAR BABY

ACTRESS IN A SUPPORTING ROLE
Cate Blanchett
THE AVIATOR

ANIMATED FEATURE FILM
THE INCREDIBLES
Brad Bird

ART DIRECTION
THE AVIATOR
Dante Ferretti (Art Direction); Francesca Lo Schiavo (Set Decoration)

BEST PICTURE
MILLION DOLLAR BABY
Clint Eastwood, Albert S. Ruddy and Tom Rosenberg

CINEMATOGRAPHY
THE AVIATOR
Robert Richardson

COSTUME DESIGN
THE AVIATOR
Sandy Powell

DIRECTING
MILLION DOLLAR BABY
Clint Eastwood

DOCUMENTARY FEATURE
BORN INTO BROTHELS
Ross Kauffman and Zana Briski

DOCUMENTARY SHORT SUBJECT
MIGHTY TIMES: THE CHILDREN'S MARCH
Robert Hudson and Bobby Houston

FILM EDITING
THE AVIATOR
Thelma Schoonmaker

FOREIGN LANGUAGE FILM
THE SEA INSIDE
Spain
Directed by Alejandro Amenábar

HONORARY AWARD
Roger Mayer

HONORARY AWARD
Sidney Lumet

MAKEUP
LEMONY SNICKET'S A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS
Valli O'Reilly and Bill Corso

MUSIC (SCORE)
FINDING NEVERLAND
Jan A.P. Kaczmarek

MUSIC (SONG)
THE MOTORCYCLE DIARIES
"Al Otro Lado Del Río"
Music and Lyric by Jorge Drexler

WRITING (ADAPTED SCREENPLAY)
SIDEWAYS
Screenplay by Alexander Payne & Jim Taylor

WRITING (ORIGINAL SCREENPLAY)
ETERNAL SUNSHINE OF THE SPOTLESS MIND
Screenplay by Charlie Kaufman; Story by Charlie Kaufman & Michel Gondry & Pierre Bismuth

SHORT FILM (ANIMATED)
RYAN
Chris Landreth

SHORT FILM (LIVE ACTION)
WASP
Andrea Arnold

SOUND EDITING
THE INCREDIBLES
Michael Silvers and Randy Thom

SOUND MIXING
RAY
Scott Millan, Greg Orloff, Bob Beemer and Steve Cantamessa

VISUAL EFFECTS
SPIDER-MAN 2
John Dykstra, Scott Stokdyk, Anthony LaMolinara and John Frazier

ehem..ehem

2005-02-22T17:15:00.000-08:00

My brother said that my voice sounds like an anime. Kaboses ko daw yung mga cartoons. pwede daw akong mag dub sa mga anime shows sa tv. as in ginagaya pa ko sa pagsasalita. para daw akong si peter pan. as in tawag sa kin " peter! " hay ang sama talaga! di naman ganon voice ko eh. although some says na sa phone prang bata daw ako. pro sobra naman yung anime.

song of the moment

2005-02-21T14:00:00.000-08:00

i love this song..i keep on playing it over and over again..

"She Will Be Loved"

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

Happy Hearts Day!!

2005-02-15T14:00:00.000-08:00

Is there such thing as post Valetine Blues? Hahaha!! parang birthday blues-LOL! Well, if there is, I think I feel that now. I don’t know, maybe I just woke up in the wrong side of the bed, or I just feel disgusted after hearing all those horrible Makati, and Davao bombings happened last night-the world needs love not war okey, Or maybe, im just inis with Teddy! You know, Im too excited to hear a kilig story from my favorite tv and radio personality, but because of teddy, gosh! Im asar! He forgot to asks juicy questions from KS kaya. On how did they spend valentines day together, how many bunch of roses she got? Is there a proposal happened? Grrr. Tomorrow, teddy should make “bawi” to us. Or else, masasaktan siya sa kin-LOL!! im krung krung talaga!

So how did I spend valentines day yesterday? Well I have no date! What else is new!-LOL! I just spend it with my family. It’s my mom’s birthday, oh by the way, happy birthday Mom! We just had a simple dinner in the house. ohh! how I love the food they prepared! The cheesecake my sister bought, so sinful but its masarap! We did not have the chance to go out because all the restaurants were full which means I (sigh!) miss the chance of observing, ehem, secretly observing couples in the resto, sayang!-LOL! I just love (gossiping?! hahaha!! tsismosa!) observing them! and feel irritated after! Im so weird talaga! Then I got a super kilig alert text from my friend Judie! Ohhlalala!! That was really kilig! kilig! kilig! it really made my day!

And to all the people who greeted me, thank you so much for remembering! im happy cause the person I least expected to greet me happy hearts day yesterday, he remembered to text me! hay. nice ang feeling talaga :)

And greet ko na rin si Paul, Paul darlin (hahaha!! pang DOM!-LOL!) where ever you are, I really hope your happy. belated happy birthday! Close ka mi nyan! Hahaha!!

IM TOTALLY KILIG!!!!! :)

2005-02-14T02:30:00.000-08:00

im so kiligggggggg!!!!

::: di ako makapag function! di ko alam kung tatayo ako o uupo kasi kinikilig pa rin ako..

::: di ako makapag isip..di ko na yata alam ang name ko-LOL!!

::: di ako makahinga!

::: di ako makakain!! gusto kong uminom ng tubig! i need it! help!!

::: di ako makatulog..kaya gising pa rin ako till now..( hey its 2:30 am na!!! lagot!!! )

::: higit sa lahat, hihimatayin yata ako sa kilig!!!! my gosh! ibang level ang happiness ko now!! hay...

at bakit ako ganito??? dahil sa email ng kaibigan kong si Judith!!! di ko siya masyadong kinaya!!! im so happy!!!!!! im so kiliggggggg!!!! grabeeeeeeeee!!!! grabeeeeeeeee!!! KILIG! KILIG! KILIG!!

sunday, lucy and me :)

2005-02-06T22:29:00.000-08:00

::: last Saturday, while the three of us are watching tv, out of the blue my sister said "mom! Lets make Sunday a barbecue day!" o diba kung ano na naman ang pumasok sa isip ng ate ko. the next day, I woke up late, I headed straight to our kitchen and saw mom preparing all these barbecue thingy. I dunno what came over me, but I actually volunteered to cook all those barbecues by myself! I thought it was easy to cook those pork and chicken, my gosh! Mahirap pala! The first batch went okey naman. as in masasabi ko, perfect ang pagkakaluto! I'm so proud pa nga when my mom said "uy marunong ka ng magluto" hehehe!! then second batch na, aba! Yan na, simula na ang kapalpakan! As in the pork and chicken were burning na. So to stop the fire, I put water on it, buti na lang di namatay yung fire, so okey pa naman. medyo edible pa naman yung barbecue. Then by third and fourth batch na, hala! Di na talaga kinaya ng cooking powers ko! as in sunog na lahat sila, I really panicked, I don't know what to do na. eh I don't want my mom to get mad at me, so what I did, I saw my cat, snowy coming. eh gutom siya. pinakain ko nga lahat ng sunog na pork and chicken barbecue sa kanya. Kinain naman niya! hehehe!! then I heard my mom coming to check on me, eh my sunog pa, ang ginawa ko..hahaha!! tinapon ko sa trash can and sakto! My mom came. Nagtaka nga siya na parang kulang na yugn barbecues eh, pero kunwari clueless ako then I told her to continue cooking na lang, pagod na ko. ( actually napagod akong magsunog ng barbecues-hehehe!!) so our lunch went okey naman, mas okey kung si mommy ang nagluto. Yung niluto ko pansin ko lang, yun yata ang natira sa table-LOL!! so the moral lesson of the story, never ever volunteer to cook, if your not good in cooking!

::: after lunch, my sister and I went to the mall. I really got disappointed when I found out that store where I buy my magazine was closed na. they transferred to other locations na daw. I got depressed because that's the only store in our place where I can buy the People Asia Magizine. Eh I like their February issue pa naman. Its Richard and Lucy on their cover. I never liked Richard, but I love his wife Lucy. Now I don't know where on earth will I buy that mag. I tried looking in other magazine stores, kaso wala eh, di daw mabili. At heto pa ang pathetic sabi nung sa NBS ako lang at tanging ako lang daw sa mga bumubili don ang alam nyang naghahanap ng ganung magazine. Hay. ano ba yan.

::: when dinner came, Lucy was our topic. one of my cousins believe that lucy is a shoplifter. aba! naimberyena ang lola mo! i tried my best to defend her, sabi ko nga, bakit my evidence ba sila na ginawa nga nya yun? sabi nung cousin ko, my video daw si ( whew i hate pa naman this girl ) KD, sabi ko nasan yun? bat di niya pakita? ang ending, nag walkout ako sa dinner. hahaha!! napikon! You see there's a rumor spreading that Lucy was caught shoplifting in Rustans. She was caught daw, shoplifting for perfumes and watches. I read something about this rumors sometime in July last year. I ignored it. but as months went by, medyo na bother ako. kasi naman parang sure na sure na yung mga tao na nagsasabi, that Lucy actually did it. I felt bad for Lucy. Ako naman di naniniwala na she's capable of doing that. Because for me, Lucy is an epitome of beauty. Iba ang ganda ng babaeng yan. tapos ganun lang. They accused her as a shoplifter and worst kleptomaniac pa raw. hay. kawawa naman siya.

love my new template :)

2005-02-04T11:20:00.000-08:00

see my new template?? its nice diba?! patty made it for me. i really love it! as in!! thanks patty!!

hay :(

2005-01-27T16:00:00.000-08:00

Last night I kinda feel low. I don’t know. I just feel sad and depressed. I was not able to join our dinner because of that, so I drink some Yakult instead. I Watched Mulan 2 and Elf, but I got bored. Ewan ko ang gulo. So I decided to sleep. The next day, I woke up in a bad mood. I did not spoke a single word to my mom and to my sister. Pag ganun, alam na nila na, im in a really bad mood. But after listening to my fave radio show, gosh! I was really kilig! as in I was grinning dahil sa sobrang kilig. then I texted some of my friends about our fave couple. Basta happy na ko. Okey nako. then I proceeded to do my things. After a while, I read something that made me sad and depressed na naman. gosh! I never thought that she will say that to me. as in until now, dinadama ko siya. Im the type of person kasi who easily cries. I was nice naman to her, tapos ganun lang ang sasabihin niya to me. I was a bit dissapointed. Di ko talga alam na she will do that to me. then inisip ko naman na, baka kasalanan ko rin. So instead of being mad to her, I decided to say sorry. Hay! I dunno. Medyo nawalan ako ng gana sa kanya. Pero love ko pa rin siya. Hirap. I really admire the person kasi eh, kaya I tried to understand her. hay. hay.hay.

kinikilig ako!!!

2005-01-24T16:00:00.000-08:00

kinikilig ako!! hahaha!! syempre dinelete ko daw yung original post ko why ako kinilig! hahaha :)

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2005-01-20T14:55:00.000-08:00

*** nung isang araw, dumaan ako sa grocery para bumili ng Combos and Snickers chocolates, nakita ko yung bata, meron siyang dalang cute na pencil case. Aba! Nainggit ako. pagkatapos kong bayaran sa counter ang binili ko, dumaan ako sa NBS para bumili ng pencil case! At ang ganda niya. Color pink siya na may cute na drawings na naka lagay! Bumili din ako ng pencils, pens, ruler, sharpener, eraser..kulang na lang pati yellow paper bibilhin ko na eh. para akong grade one. Paguwi ko, happy happy ako!

*** namiss ko ang bandang Eraserheads. Sobra. Highschool ako ng sumikat ang band na ito. Halos lahat ng album nila nabili ko. dipa uso CD non. from their first album, ultraelectromagneticpop, circus, cutterpillow, to sticker happy meron ako. favorite song ko ang Huling El Bimbo and With a Smile. Alam ko yung Huling El Bimbo na song nanalo sa MTV Asia as best video sa Philippines. Ang galing ng kantang yun..super. tapos yung with a smile naman, ni revive ni Regine..kaso ayoko yung pagka kanta eh, mas gusto ko yung original. Kaya ang ginawa ko, bumili ako ng pirated cd ng Eheads..mas mura.

*** lately, yung mga movie na napapanood ko, parang iisa ang theme. Like yung movie na Mean Girls and a Cinderella Story, yung bida na babae nagka gusto sa boyfriend nung popular girl sa school. Tapos my grand ball..in the end sympre magkakatuluyan yung girl na inaapi and yung boyfriend nung popular girl sa school. At parang like ko na si Lindsay Lohan. Ang ganda niya. Di ko alam na kumakanta pala siya. kaya naman pala maganda yugn voice niya nung kumanta sa movie eh. yung jingle bell rock. Cool. Nabasa ko sa newspaper na si Lindsay one of the worst dresser last year. Pero sa kin, okey naman ang sinusuot niya. Well kanya kanyang taste lang yan.

*** gusto kong magkaroon ng happy meal na laruan sa McDonalds. Ang cute nila eh, kita ko sa commercial. I forgot lang the name, pero para silang lucky na charm na mini stuffed toy. Ang ganda. Tapos pag pumunta naman ako ng Mcdo, makikita ko na naman yugn crush ni Janice na si Yoshke..assuming yung lalake na yon. feeling. Si janice mahilig sa chinito.

*** inaapi ako ng friend ko na si Jeffrey, kala mo kung sino. Tandaan ng lalaki na yan, bilog ang mundo! ( sounds like Korina ) humanda siya pag umikot yon. he always make me lait. Basta, tandaan niya. Kala mo kung sino, kuripot naman. ang yaman pero ayaw manlibre. Pero sa mga girlfriends naman niya super galante. Hay. minsan feeling ko, violated nako eh. inaapi talga niya ako. hmp!

*** sabi ko sa ate ko, gumawa siya ng chicken sandwich. Ayaw niya, tamad daw siya. kaya kagabi bumili na lang siya ng buko juice. Ba! Na miss ko bigla ang buko juice. In fairness, masarap ha, naka three glasses yata ako sa paginom. Hehehe!! takaw.

*** food I ate yesterday:
breakfast-none, late ako nagising eh
brunch-snickers chocolate. Dati di ko masyadong type ang chocolate na to. Pero nung highschool ako, binigyan ako nugn classmate ko ng snickers, nagustuhan ko siya…masarap pala. Comfort food ba.
Lunch: kare-kare
Merienda: combos ( di naman halata na binabaon ko sila diba?! Hehehe)
Dinner: fishball..i love fishballs. Tusok here. Tusok there. ang sarap. Iba pa rin yung fishball na nabibili sa street. Mas masarap siya compare mo pag bumili ka sa grocery tapos ikaw ang magluluto sa house, di masarap.

*** di ko type ang actor na si Jack Black. Di ako natutuwa sa kanya. Naiinis pa nga ako pag nakikita ko siya eh. ewan ko. parang kasi pag nakikita ko siya, parang nakakakita ako ng clown sa katauhan niya. Nyahahahaha!! Mean no?! hehehe! pro type ko si John Cusack. Yung movie na serendipity grabe! ang ganda nun. Pero di ko gusto yung movie nya with Julia Roberts and Catherine Zeta Jones, yung Americas Sweetheats, ang pangit. Di ko na nga matandaan kung ano ang ending non eh. tska yung movie a bounce ni ben and gwen…ewww!! Walang kwenta.

*** papanoorin ko ang movie na Dreamboy ( keeping my fingers cross ) prang maganda kasi eh. feel good movie. Sabi nga ni patty na dapat ang theme song ng movie na yun eh, Mr. Dreamboy! Mr. Dreamboy! Kanta ni Sheryl Cruz..hahaha!! aliw. Pro yung theme song ng movie yata eh parang ganito sya so its you, ive been waiting for so long…yan prang ganun siya. basta, I have to watch this movie.

*** aliw ako sa salitang ito “ katuwang sa buhay” sino nag sabi niyan? Sino nagsabi niyan? Hehehe!! hulaan niyo. Katuwang sa buhay..ang lalim no..pero ng sinabi yan kanina at nabasa ko sa fone ko, kinilig ako..now I keep on repeating the word…katuwang sa buhay..kilig!! kasalanan yan nung mahiwagang kamay. Hahahaha!!

*** mas type ko yugn scent na cool water for men. Mas mabango siya kesa sa pambabae. May nagbigay sa kin ng pabango..isang Hugo Boss, UCB, Cool Water and yung victoria secret. Galante diba? At least di nako bibili..nakatipid ako. at nung linggo, first time kong narinig ang mama ko na nagsalita na di pa daw ako pwedeng mag asawa. May nagtanong kasi eh. napansin din nila na lahat halos ng mga pinsan ko my mga boyfriends/girlfriends na..ako wala pa. Si ate meron. Ako wla pa. Kasi ano, naghihintay ako ng clone ni Mar eh..hahaha!!!

*** I miss chatting with my online friends, si tammy, si patty, si Judith at si Kace. Miss ko na yung gising ka ng gabi ng sabado hanggang madaling araw ng Linggo. Tapos kinikilig ka. Awwww!! Kilig.

Last song syndrome

2005-01-18T16:43:00.000-08:00

I never like this song before because for me it is baduy, but after watching A Cinderella Story last night..gee!! I kept on singing it ba naman..hehehe..poor me.

Edwin McCain - Ill Be (Your Crying Shoulder)

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

Chorus:
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be loves suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're My Survival, You're My Living Proof
My love is alive and not dead

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

Chorus

And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I fought my way back from
the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said

Chorus

Chorus

The greatest fan of your life.

Today is the birthday of my friend Judith and my nephew Christian. Happy birthday! may the good Lord shower you more blessings and joy in life!! And speaking of birthdays, last Sunday we attended the first birthday of my niece Aleyna Gea, it was actually fun cause theres a lot of people enjoying, almost all my relatives are there, a lot of children’s food which include my fave spaghetti and chicken and hotdogs too! Yummy! and I saw a lot of children playing and dancing in the party. I was having fun really, but my cousins made fun out of me, which really really freak me! You know what they did?! they instructed the clown to go on our table and the other clown to sat beside me. Grabeeee!!! I really freak out when I saw the clowns coming towards us. Nakakahiya lang kasi..yes im twelve ( what twelve???!! Come on! Hehehe!!! ) but I am still afraid of those heavily makeup people..ayoko talaga sa mga clowns! I don’t like to see their make up, their clothes, those shoes..ewwww!! natatakot talaga ako! Buti na lang, nawala ang inis ko, cause I used that as an excuse to watch my fave show every Sunday..hehehe :-) beh!

dreamboy

2005-01-09T16:00:00.000-08:00

Okay, I was able to watched Piolo Pascual birthday celebration in ASAP yesterday, and I dunno, bigla ba naman akong kinilig! Hahaha!! I think its because of the poster I saw, his movie with Bea Alonzo entitled Dreamboy!! Hahaha!! ang weird no, ng dahil lang sa poster nila kinilig ako..hehehe!! while piolo and bea are singing, I began thinking…ano nga ba dreamboy? Uhmm, who is my dreamboy?..diffucult question. Ill answer that pag may naisip nako… in the meantime…grabeeeeeeeeee!! Super kinikilig talaga ako!!! I read a really kilig story kasi eh..that’s why, ganito ako..hahaha!! gosh! Kilig! kilig! kilig!!

Happy New Year!!

2005-01-03T17:20:00.000-08:00

Happy new year!! Its 2005 already, parang kailan lang, 2004 pa lang..now 2005 na..ekkk..nonsense na naman ako..hahaha!! New Year?! Wala lang..nothing special..basta happy new year lang, teka parang ang gulo ko hahaha!!. Well at least I was able to celebrate new year in our house, di tulad ng christmas na nag celebrate ako in the hospital..hay! that was my loneliest Christmas ever! But new year, it was rather fun actually. Once a year I got to see all those beautiful fireworks in the sky..parang..wow! ang ganda! Parang magic..kahit medyo umuubo ubo na ko sa usok..wa ako care. Makati City had a super wonderful fireworks display. Grabe yung mga fireworks na inilaw..ang ganda! Prang wow!! Super nakakamangha..wow! lalim non! And also, pag new year..this is the only time of the year that I got to see all our neighbors faces! as in minsan napapa wonder na lang ako..bah?! may kapitbahay pa lang kaming ganyan..o kaya..sino to?! Bat nandyan yan..sasabihin na lang sa kin..kapitbahay natin yan..di mo ba alam?! Hahaha!! nakakatawa talaga yon! And one more thing, when its new year..i see lots of food in our dining table! Hurray! Ang sasarap..ang dami! Tapos pag di naubos, my mom will keep it in the fridge and those leftovers food will be our ulam for the next couple of days..kaya the naughty girl in me, when my mom is already asleep, hahaha!! I get all the food in the ref and throw it in the trash can.. my reason? Well, I want to save myself from eating all those leftovers in the next couple of days..hahaha!! bad! And when my mom wakes up..she will look for all those food left, and after couple of minutes I will hear my mom screaming my name because she knows that im the only person in our house who is capable of doing that PRINCESS!!! NOKARIN ITANG PAMANGAN KENI NABENGI? (PRINCESS!!!! Where did you put all those food left last night?!”) syempre defensive ako..sasabihin ko na lang..Mom I threw it last night..kasi parang panis na yung food kagabi. But my mom never buys it…hahaha!! alam na niya kasi na tinapon ko lang yun. So you think Im bad?! Yes..im bad! Hahaha!! but hey, im just saving myself from all those nakakaumay na pagkain no?! di lang ako..kundi lahat ng nakatira sa house namin no…diba ang bait ko?! so 2005, what am I expecting?! Hmmm..number one, Im expecting to see lots of SPAM in our kitchens cabinet!! Gosh! I loovveeee Spam! As in kahit araw araw mo akong pakainin ng spam..ill never get tired of eating it. super sarap! Number two, lots of ice tea in the fridge..whew! sarap! Nakakauhaw! Number three, that I will never make reklamo when I don’t like the food serve in the table. ( try ko lang siya ha, pero parang di ko kaya..hahaha!! ) number four, that I will be mabait na to lots of people..mabait naman ako..pero most of the time, people say that im masungit and all..i am a snob and all that..hey! mabait ako..yun ang sabi ko sarili ko..hahaha!! number five, I will not make “lait” na to all the manliligaws of my sister..pero mahirap siya actually..hahaha! nahirapan daw ako..hehehe.. no, minsan kasi..prang heller!!! Ah basta I will try to be nice naman lang to everyone. Although im trying to be nice na hahaha!!! one of the best things that God gave me this year..are my new found friends, Patty, Tammy, Judith, Kace..and all the members in the yg. they never fail to put a smile in my face..kahit anong problem or pagod mo that day, napapangiti nila talga ako, or most of the time. Pinapakilig nila ako. patty gave me a nice christmas gift..it’s a CD which I listen every other night para di agad magasgas. Na nung ideliver halos ikawala ng boses nung taga DHL kasi hindi namin siya narinig agad..hahaha!! kawawa naman. Kace sent me a nice christmas card with a bracelet/anklet inside it..kakatouch yung message niya talaga. I havent sent my super belated gift to them..i hope they will wait for it..kahit natagalan na siya. Tammy sent me a beautiful ecard..J sent me a nice new years message..hahaha!! natawa ako dun sa shower and men na yon. My best friend Janice, whom I loved dearly called me up last night just to informed me that I was the first person she called on the phone this year..o diba aliw talga si janice. Shes really a friend and a sister to me. at pinantuyan niya sakin yon when I called her up last october 6, grabe! sinamahan niya ako, maraming salamat Janice. Uhhmm, ano pa ba?! Basta I will try to be a different person na this new year..different daw oh..hahaha! im happier now! wala na akong mabigat na baggage, naiwan ko na nung 2004, nasigaw ko na lahat, naiyak ko na lahat,lahat ng pains, lahat ng pinagdaanan,I left it all behind. I feel like a new person now, im starting a new life…teka..nabasa ko na ang line na ito ha..hehehe :-)

2005..a new year a new beginning!! Happy new year!!!

Home for Christmas

2004-12-13T16:57:00.000-08:00

Home for Christmas

Last night, I watched Lea Salonga’s concert home for christmas in channel two. Lea rocks! Nawala antok ko the moment I heard her singing this christmas songs. Ba! Bigla kong na feel na, wow! christmas na pala! grabe! shes really magaling. I love the stage, I love the crowd, I saw kaya my fave tita Judy watching! Hehehe! uy si tita judy new na fashion statement..naka jacket siya na maong! Hindi na plain blouse and skirt ang suot..I saw her thrice- hahaha! sumaya na naman ang puso ko! lea sang my all time favorite song, we could be in love with christian baustista and a whole new world with Erick Santos. Why a whole a new world is my fave song?..eh kasi po..andun yung name ko..i can show you the world, shining shimmering splendid, tell me princess... o diba, bihira lang ang song na may name ko,..kaya yan, love ko ang song na to. and I love ogie alcasid number! Grabe! hes really funny! they had a duet, parang christmas alphabet siya and another favorite song of mine..the gift. Hehehe!! its almost 12 am and I was really giggling with ogie’s hirit to lea..hahaha! hes really really funny! and this song, he sang with her husband Rob, I forgot the title, but nakakakilig siya. Uy! Nag wish daw ako ng sana ang favorite couple ko, kantahin ang song na yun sa wedding nila! Oh well! si Korina kaya yun, eh si Mar..hehehe! Hay! even If slept super late, I woke up happy pa rin because of lea and because of my fave couple. Kinikilig ako..hahaha!!

Pathetic Me

2004-12-06T15:36:00.000-08:00

I have a lot of things in my mind that I really wanted to do for a longest time. Places that I really wanted to visit but unfortunately I cant. Hay! Kawawa! Simple dreams lang ang mga yan, but for me if I will be able to achieve them..my gosh! I will be the happiest person in the world! Wanna know about this pathetic dreams..hahahaha! here they are:

::: have my pix taken in Manila bay- for the longest time..its my dream to have a picture taken in Manila Bay. See im 21, pero yun talga ang ultimate dream ko..hahaha!! di man lang tinaas ng konti ang pangarap diba?! Di man lang ako nangarap na magpa picture sa Eiffel Tower sa Paris, o kaya sa Jefferson Memorial in Washington D.C. o kaya sa Boracay na lang..talagang dapat sa Baywalk pa to watch lang naman the famous Manila Bay sunset, im pathetic talaga hahaha!! but wait, I have a picture, yun nga lang clip lang sya from a magazine na talagang tinago ko para naman at least diba, meron ako kahit galing lang sa magazine. Tsk. Kawawa. But ive seen naman Manila Bay ha, pro wla pa nga lang akong picture don. Naku! sabi ko nga, if I have the chance to go there,and yung mga kasama ko di mga kj, naku! for sure, baka maka gawa pa ko ng documentary ko sa Manila Bay na yan. title ng docu ko, Ang Babaeng Sabik sa Manila Bay! hahaha!! as in, im practicing na nga how to smile para ma capture yung gusto kong moment and smile sa Manila Bay. Say cheese!! Picture! Picture! Pathetic talaga no?!

::: next stop, Luneta Park- isa pa to, I don’t remember kong nadaanan na namin ang Luneta but one thing na sure ako, naka punta na ko ng Intramuros hahaha!! pero in luneta wala I don’t remember going there. What am I going to do in Luneta? Syempre magpa picture sa tabi ng mga guards ni Jose Rizal..diba kakaiba. Baka maloka ang mga tao don pag nakita nila ako kung sino ang kakaibang nilalang na nagpa picture ng nagpa picture sa statue ni Jose Rizal. Tapos kain ng mangga doon..meron kaya don? O kaya bibili ng balloons My gosh! I love balloons! Between flowers and balloons, sa balloons ako. pero depende sa flower sympre, kung tulips naman ang binigay o kaya stargazer..aba goodbye balloons! Hahaha!! pero may lobo ba sa luneta? Mukhang meron naman kasi I saw this movie, yung kay Regine they went there and mega buy sila ng mangoes..whew! sarap! Hahaha! ginaya bigla eh.

::: next destination Baclaran and Divisoria- wala lang, I find this places interesting lang, parang with all the gulo and the people there, parang nice silang puntahan. Im asking my friend Jeff na isama ako pag pumunta sya don, actually gusto naman niya but the problem is..papayagan naman kaya daw ako?! hmm..malay mo, payagan ako diba. But really, I want to see this places. Parang masarap makita yung gulo tapos people keep on shouting the goods they are selling, o kaya mikipag bargain ka sa mga tinda nila. Hay. Problema kasi di ako marunong mag commute. Dito na nga lang, di ako marunong pumunta ng SM na magisa. Hahaha!! kawawa ako. but the first time na nag commute ako to go to SM,ng walang kasama, wow! Proud na proud ako! Hehehe!! feeling ko, wow! Dalaga na talaga ako. hahahaha!!

::: color my hair- I want to color my hair, but sympre ang pakialamerang nanay ko, ayaw! But yung sister ko pwede. Hmp. if I have the chance lang, I will color it red. Wala lang, prang merry christmas marie! O kaya, happy valentines day marie! Diba parang maganda. Hahaha!! pero not the super red naman like yung kay Krissy, basta parang natural lang..prang dumaan ka lang sa parlor..and jarrannnn!! Red na ang buhok ko!

::: I want to go to ABS-CBN- bakit?! Di na tinatanong yan, I want to go there para makita ang mga favorite ko na sina Luchi Cruz Valdez, si Karen Davila, and if I am lucky enough, baka pati si Cito Alejandro makita ko don..hahaha!! actually lately nakita ko si Cito sa News Central and yung dating picture nya sa newspaper..my gosh! Cito looks like Hello Kitty! As in ka shape nung mukha ni Cito si Hello Kitty ! hahaha!! uy pero seriously, di naman sila ang sadya ko don. Noon I dreamt of becoming a P.A. as in production assistant. Wala lang, feeling ko through that job I can mingle with the stars. Kaya lang, mahirap yata trabaho ng PA.. dakilang utusan yata work non. pero gusto ko pa rin pumunta don. Again para mag pa picture. Picture! Picture again!

::: fly a kite- the last time na nagpalipad ako ng saranggola siguro mga six or seven years old lang ako non. I remember pa nga the newspaper that we used to make one, may picture sya ni Cory Aquino. And I was really happy ng mapalipad ko yon. I was like “ look Mom! Cory is floating!” ganun ako kasaya. i wanna do that again!

Holiday :)

2004-11-29T16:45:00.000-08:00

here i am at the mall, waiting for my mom and my sister to complete their shopping. sakit na kasi paa ko, kaya heto, im here at this expensive internet cafe na pagkamahal mahal per hour. hmp! well, kanina i woke up with this song from superman the movie..errrr..i forgot the title but it was really nice. nagising ako with a smile in my face na ewan, bigla na lang akong kinilig bigla. hahaha! weird no?! i remember kasi mar and korina kaya yan napa smile na lang me bigla.-LOL! iba ang powers ng mga dalawang yan sa akin eh. hahaha! after that, i went back to sleep ( ang tamad! ) and woke up around 11:00 am. took a quick shower and ate luch.while having lunch, mom said that my uncle is looking for me yesterday. i promised them kasi that i will take a vacation in their house. actually, its not an ordinary house..mansion ang tawag namin don. pano kaya sobrang ganda niya and sobrang laki nya tapos i tatlo lang silang nakatira. all their children kasi are in the States na kaya sila na lang naiwan dun. but i really love their house. as in sobrang ganda. i love their garden, their den, their verranda..sobra ganda ng view. if our house is like that, naku di nako lalabas..hahaha!! i dont know if i will take a vacation there, kasi kakahiya naman ( hahaha! nahiya pa ako-LOL!) but i dont know. maybe some other time na lang. busy pa ang lola niyo. hehehe! and oh! christmas is really malapit na bilis ng panahon dati january pa lang now december na. and before you know it, april na..birthday ko na! eewwww!! i will be a year older na naman.parang ayoko ng tumanda. and i havent completed my christmas shopping yet, buti meron pa naman akong ilang days to do it. eh pag kasama mo naman kasi ang sister ko ang bagal mamili ng damit. kakaasar. the last time we went shopping, na stuck sya sa stockings section, na pagkatagal tagal pumili ng color ng stockings nya.. na ikana asar ko na, kasi naman halos 30 minutes na kami don, ikot ng ikot, wala pa rin syang mapili! my gosh! but its nice naman minsan, kasi most of the time she pays for the clothes and shoes that i buy-panuhol ba.. hehehe!! oopppss..nandito na sila. gotta go!

New Template

2004-11-27T19:01:00.000-08:00

i love my new template..gawa ni patty yan! thanks trisha! thank you very much!

blog update?! new post?! whatever!

2004-11-26T18:50:00.000-08:00

gee! i havent updated this blog for a long time. naka isang entry lang pala ako this november-lol! well, okey since korina is out in tv patrol, i have more time to watch vcds and dvds. naka ilang movie na rin ako this week. i watched ella enchanted last tuesday, then wednesday i watched everafter again, and again and again. then thursday i watched shrek 2. grabe! it was really funny, sina joanne rivers andun kaya pati si simone of american idol. the movie was really hilarious. and while watching it, i discovered that shrek looks like my boss. hahaha!! as in kamukhang kamukhang kamukha niya-lol! danny and shrek..why not?! basta magkamukha sila ni shrek. after watching my boss..errrr!! shrek, i watched newyork minute. ashley and mary kate rocks!. hay! these girls are really pretty. i saw them promoting this movie in oprah. the movie is nice naman. and i cant figure out who is mary kate and ashley-lol!

and today november 26, is the birthday of my dearest sister Cath. Cath is like 5 yrs older than me and a lot prettier than me. okey! okey! i admit mas maganda talaga siya sa kin. usually, when we have reunions, my aunts and my cousins would always say.." mas maganda si cath kesa kay princess" as in sa naririnig ko pa ha. minsan nakakainis, nakaka bwisit, pero im used to it na. but my dearest lola would always say, that even if im not as pretty as my sister..mabait naman daw ako! naku! si lola talaga, ano kaya yun, compliment o pang asar. hehehe!! naku! biro lang yun lola, baka mamya dalawin mo ko mamya..wag ha..takot apo nyo sa mumu. hehehe! ginawa kong mumu ang lola ko. hehehe :)

TV Patrol without Korina : (

2004-11-17T13:17:00.000-08:00

its final! korina sanchez will no longer be the anchor of tv patrol. shes "promoted" as the new chief correspondent for local and global operations of abs cbn. na promote daw siya sa lagay na yan. okey promotion. pero sa palagay ko, she can still do that kahit anchor parin sya ng tvpatrol. dati naman niyang ginagawa yan diba. pag nga may report sya, ang intro nga nila sa kanya ay chief correspondent. parang pinaganda lang ang name ng new position niya..nilagyan lang ng global. hmp! but, i will definitely miss her. i will miss her eyes, the way she smile on the camera, her fly away hair, her suits especially pag low ang neckline niya-LOL! her lipstick, her jewelries, sometimes her shoes, and oh! her celfone on her table. and dont forget her boobs! my gosh! kahit ano suot nya, kita mo na malaki talaga boobs niya hehehehe! peace korina! whatelse?! oh yeah! the way she frowns pag may mali sa report nya or sa teleprompter. i can never forgot that..kuhang kuha ng camera na nagkamot sya ng ulo kasi may mali sa report nya..for sure napagalitan yung tao na naka assign dun-LOL! pero pag may nakakakilig na feature sa kanila ni Mar, ganda ng smile nya! priceless! ano pa ba?! ahhh, i really love it whe she says the word "two" ewan, prang iba yung pronounciation niya ng "two". basta...tvpatrol will never be the same again without Korina. and come friday, i cannot promise not to shed a tear, habang sinasabi nya ang line na ito " AT YAN ANG TV PATROL SUBOK NIYO NG MAAASAHAN SA LAHAT NG PANAHON, AKO SI KORINA SANCHEZ..HANGGANG SA MULI MARAMING SALAMAT, MAGANDANG GABI BAYAN!". with that, im wishing the new anchors of tvpatrol goodluck! yun lang, goodluck!

WHAAAAAAAAA!!!

2004-11-12T18:56:00.000-08:00

wala akong size nung shoes na gustong gusto ko!! my gosh! ano bang klaseng paa meron ako???!! huhuhu!! im only size 8 tapos..hanggang size 7 lang ang meron non..kahit anong pilit ko isukat yung nice heels na yon..ayaw talaga!! my gosh! mendrez! magsara na kayo! huhuhu!! :(

Blog Update

2004-11-08T23:20:00.000-08:00

I havent updated my blog for weeks now, I dunno maybe I don’t have anything nice or worthy to blog that is why I stop blogging. Pero since sinumpong ako ng sipag today..kaya yan update ko blog ko.

::: hay naku! since now Im bothered pa rin with the news that Korina will no longer be the anchor of TV Patrol. For how many days medyo problema ko lang naman ang problema ni Korina. Ewan siguro im a fan kaya ganyan. Im hoping na she will stay at gimik lang ang lahat lahat ng ito. Pro prang true na eh. November 15 is really the judgement day, kung siya pa rin ang uupo as anchor or si Karen na. hay Luchi Luchi..tsk! asar ka talaga. My viewing habits will totally be affected. As in im so sanay na na everynight I see Korina on tv, tapos biglang , tsuk! Once a week na lang..hay! it really saddens me. switch na lang ako sa ibang channel to watch the news :(

::: how many days na lang, Christmas na. and I havent put our Christmas Tree yet. Nawalan ako ng gana sa totoo lang. Nawala ang christmassy mood ko. Before im excited to put it up. I planned pa nga to decorate it after all saints day, pro wala eh, nawala ako sa mood. Maybe after November 15, dun ko na lang I set up Christmas tree namin. I asked Janice if they set their tree already, sabi ba naman niya I set up niya yun pag December 24 na tapos alisin nya ng December 26 at lagay nya ulit ng December 31 tapos alisin nya ng January 2 para makatipid sa electricity. Janice talaga so funny.

::: there are things that I do that my mom and my sister find weird. First I put water in my vinegar, why? Para mawala ang asim. Ayoko ng sobrang asim ang suka ko. Kaya nga di sila sumasali sa akin pag yung sawsawan eh vinegar na ksi alam nila that I put h20 on it. hehehe! kaya ginawa ng mama ko, she buys me a specially made suka na sa bahay lang ng tita ko nabibili, which I really prefer kasi di na kailangan ng water at di siya masyadong maasim. Then, I don’t like it when our electric fan hit me too hard, yung bang sobrang naka face sayo yung blower. I can live without an electric fan. Mas prefer ko pa ang magpaypay na lang rather than use an electric fan. Ewan siguro im used to it na. feeling ko kasi pag may blower, natutuyo ang balat ko..o kaya lalo akong naiinitan kaya yan, paypay na lang ako.

::: my last song syndrome now is a song sang by christina aguilera from the movie shark tale..CAR WASH! I love the song..napapa dance ako when I listen to it, kahit di naman ako marunong magsayaw talaga. I havent seen the movie yet, but sabi nila maganda daw. I love Christina Aguilera, I love her songs, but in terms of dancing mas prefer ko si Britney Spears. But if im going to choose between Christina, Britney and Mandy, mas pipiliin ko si Mandy Moore, I find her nice. My fave Mandy Moore song is Cry.

Car Wash

Y'all small tuna fish, I'm one big catch
(This is a Shark Tale exclusive)
Y'all small tuna fish, I'm one big catch
(Here we go again)
Y'all small tuna fish, I'm one big catch
(Say what, say what, yeah)
Y'all small tuna fish, I'm one big catch

Ooh, do do do do do do do
Car wash, car wash
Ooh, do do do do do do do
Car wash, car wash

(Yeah, let's drop it on 'em like this)

Ooh, do do do do do do, na na na ah, ooh
Ooh, do do do do do do, na na na ah, ooh

You might not ever get rich, ha
Let me tell you it's better than digging a ditch
There ain't no telling who you might meet
A movie star or maybe a common thief

Working at the car wash (oh oh, yeah yeah)
At the car wash, yeah (ooh, yeah yeah)
At the car wash (sing it with me now)
Working at the car wash, yeah

(Oh, oh)

Come summer the work gets kind of hard
This ain't no place to be if you're planning on being a star
Let me tell you it's always cool
And the boss don't mind sometimes if you're acting like a fool

Working at the car wash (oh oh, yeah yeah)
At the car wash, yeah (ooh ooh ooh)
At the car wash (ow said, now come and work it with me now, yeah)
Working at the car wash, yeah

Said, said, said, sing

(Work and work)
Well those cars never stop coming
(Work and work)
Keep those rags and machines humming
(Work and work)
My fingers to the bone
(Work and work)
Keep on and can't wait till it's time to go home

Hey, get your car washed today
Fill up and you don't have to pay
Hey, get your car washed today
Fill it up, right away

Work at the, car wash
Sharks in the water make they jaws lock
When I swim through the grim, I'm too hot
Y'all can make y'all bets
Y'all small tuna fish, I'm one big catch
Shark's lair, bow down playa
'Cause this right here will be your worst nightmare (nightmare)
Work that, work that, pop back, hurt that
Turn this up and bang it all up in the surface

(Work and work)
9 to 5 I got to keep that fat stack coming
(Work and work)
No matter how big the shark is, the right keep running
(Work and work)
Washing cars ain't no place to be a superstar man
(Work and work)
That's why I work, and work

Working at the car wash (ohhh, yeah)
At the car wash, yeah (come on work, baby work it, say now)
At the car wash (ahh)
Working at the car wash, yeah

So come on, come on, come on, come on, come on

Ooh, do do do do do do, na na na ah, ooh
(Now keep it coming)
Ooh, do do do do do do (woo, so), na na na ah, ooh
(You may not ever get rich, but hey)

Hey, get your car washed today (hey)
Hey, get your car washed today
Hey, get your car washed today (phenomenal hit)

::: and lastly im planning to buy ( planning ha, pro for sure di na naman matutuloy to, puro ksi ako plan-LOL! )

a) this super cute mini skirts that girls are wearing. As in super nagagandahan ako when I see pretty girls wearing skirts like that, parang cool, prang girl na girl ang feeling pag wear ka ng ganun. But the problem is, my legs..ksi my legs are kinda sumpungin, as in there are times na maganda sila, sometimes pangit. Di sila consistent. Plus the fact na medyo marami akong pasa. Ewan may pagka tanga din ako eh, I easily bump my legs sa mga chairs, computer tables etc. kaya yan, but it’s a good thing naman na nawawala din. Pro iisipin ko pa if I will buy because for sure once ko lang siyang isusuot.

b) nice pillows and covers nila.. im going to put it in my room,palitan ko na sila kasi luma na. bibili ako sa tiangge para mura. Kasi the ones I saw in duty free shops ang mahal eh, pro kapareho lang naman nung sa tiangge. And more glow in the dark stickers, papalitan ko na yung akin now ksi luma na eh prang di na sila nag glow.

c) This cute teddy bear I saw in Blue Magic. Ang ganda niya promise. Feeling ko pag may nagbigay sa kin ng ganun, mahal ako. Since I know that nobody will give me that, ako na lang bibili kasi love ko naman sarili ko..hahaha!!

d) And finally, I want to buy a nice high heeled shoes! I saw this cute sexy heels in Mendrez as in super ang ganda! Although im not into heels ksi di ko naman talga siya kailangan, I watched Oprah last week kasi eh, as in ang gandang tignan nung mga models na naka heels tapos naka jeans with sexy top, ganda! Naiingit ako kaya yan, haha! Buy ako! I don’t know if kaya ko sila ha, but theres this saying diba na, vanity first before comfort or the vain don’t complain, with that, good luck na lang sa kin..hahaha!!

Weee! Dami ko ng nasulat..hay! sumipag talaga ako..hehehe!! : )

GRRRRRR!!

2004-10-31T13:31:00.000-08:00

Im mad! Im sad! Im irritated! Grabe! sarap saksakin ang mga taong umapi kay Korina! Sarap tadyakan! Sarap hiwain ng pinong pino! O kaya balatan ng unti unti tapos isawsaw sa suka o kaya calamansi! Tapos pakain sa daga! Tignan ko lang. I wish I am a witch! Yung bang kukulamin ko sila tutusuktusukin ng karayom ang mga katawan nila pag gabi. Yung di sila makakatulog tapos iiyak sila sa sobrang sakit! Grabe! I never thought na magagawa nila kay Korina yun. Si Korina yun eh! Akala ko untouchable siya. Shes the queen of news and current affairs! Tapos biglang, tsuk! Korina your out! grabe! naiiyak ako! Im watching TVP because of her. Natuto akong manood ng evening news because of Korina. Dati care ko kung maghirap ang Pilipinas! Care ko kung bumaba ang halaga ng piso! Care ko kung nagnanakaw ang ibang officials ng bansa! Wala akong pakialam sa inyo! Basta ako , masaya ako! Yan ang drama ko dati! Pero when I started to like Korina, yun na! nagmamadali kang umuwi sa work para makita kung gano sya kaganda! Yeah! Secondary na lang sakin yung mapanood kung ano ang nangyayari sa bansa, basta makita lang siya, uy okey nako! Minsan pag si Julius ang nagrereport, nakikinig din ako, pro my kasama pang ibang gawain yun, like kumakain, nakikipag kwentuhan sa ate ko o kaya kay mama, pero pag si Korina na, SILENCE Please! Ang drama! Hay! Ang babaw diba?! Pag absent sya, I still watch kaso nakakatulog ako! Hay!

I never thought I would be this angry! Last time na umiyak ako over a celebrity was nung mamatay si Princess Diana and si Rico Yan. last time na nagalit ako sa artista ay kay Claudine Barretto na until now, galit pa rin ako and kay Tom Cruise after ng maghiwalay sila ni Nicole Kidman. Now this?! Di ko kaya! di ko carry! With channel two new slogan, KAPAMILYA ANG LAKAS NYO SAMIN! Gusto kong isigaw kay cito and luchi ito! AH GANUN MALAKAS PALA KAMI SA INYO! EH KUNG MALAKAS KAMI SA INYO! BAKIT NYO TATANGGALIN SI KORINA! BAKIT?! BAKIT?! Naku! makita ko lang ang dalawang yan! baka pasasampalin ko sila! MAZERO SANA ANG RATING NG TVP! Goodluck sa new anchor ng TVPatrol! Goodluck kay Cito Alejandro! Goodluck kay Luchi Cruz Valdez. Goodluck kay Karen or whoever na magreplace kay Korina! MGA WALANG UTANG NA LOOB! Pagkatapos magakyat ng maraming salapi sa channel two si Korina yun ang kapalit?! Grabe! she doesn’t deserve it! huhuhu!! Naiiyak ako talaga! Shes one of the people that makes me happy, especially now na medyo low ang pakiramdam ko. Tapos ganyan pa. Mga grabe sila! Nagagalit ako! Galit ako! Galit ako! GRRRRR!!! LORD, ITUWID NYO PO SANA ANG PAGIISIP NG MGA TAONG ITO NG MAISIP NILA KUNGANO ANG MALING NAGAWA NILA! KAYO NA PO ANG BAHALA SA KANILA!! AMEN!

A Sad Love Story

2004-10-27T22:54:00.000-07:00

I was looking for something when I saw this paper in my drawer.
So I decided to blog it kasi kakatouch yung story eh. here it is:

Eight years ago, June 07, 1996, I saw this guy walking towards our school. He caught my attention. I dunno, there was something in him that made me stare for a few moments and then I felt something strange but decided to ignore it. It’s the first day of class, so everybody is excited including me. New section, new friends, new teachers and new challenges. As I was talking to my friends, the guy I saw walking few minutes ago, entered in our room. I was shocked! I never thought that he will be my classmate. I actually stole glances at him. Hes not that cute I know but there was something in him eh, basta! Magulo!. Hes intelligent and very nice to me. He let me copy his assignment especially in Math. Unknown to everybody, he became my first real crush. Why real? Because he is the first person I admired na hindi artista. No one knew, except me. One day while practicing, he asked me if I can help him court my friend. I said yes right away. I saw how happy he was. His eyes were really delighted. He was really happy! Everyday he always asked me to bring something for her, like flowers and chocolates. Sa loob loob ko, umiiyak ako. Nagtatanong bakit di kaya ako ligawan lalaking ito? I was really hurting. Ang masakit pa, ako lang eh, ako lang mag isa umiiyak nasasaktan. One time he gave me a bar of chocolate..grabe! I was really happy. As in until now nakatago pa yung wrapper. Hersheys Chocolate. Feeling ko non, habang kinakain ko sya, ito na yung pinaka masarap na chocolate sa buong mundo, kasi bigay niya eh. During our JS Prom February 21, 1998 I prayed to God na sana he will asked me to dance with him. As in everybody was enjoying having a good time, while me I was just sitting, waiting, even if my classmates and my friends are convincing me to dance. I watched him dance with my friend. They were really sweet with each other. Hopeless na ako non na isayaw pa niya ako. I really wanted to go home and sleep na lang in my room than continue watching them dancing and whispering sweet nothings with each other. About 9:30 pm, after dinner..he approached me! he asked me if I can dance with him! As in napa oh my god ako! I said yes of course. He held my hands on our way to the dance floor. Grabe! kinilig tlaga ako! While dancing, hes making kwento about my friend. Ako?! I really don’t care na, I was just happy listening to him. Di ko nga matandaan ang kwento niya. Basta kinikilig ako. Pro syempre di halata. I can never forget the song we dance. it was First Love Never Dies. Hay, first love never dies, parang sinadya yata for me. after that almost 5 minutes of dancing, halos maglulundag ako sa tuwa. God answered my prayers. He was my first dance. when I went home nga, di ako agad nakatulog. As in iniisip ko yung pagsayaw namin together. I was really kilig. then by Monday, my friend wrote me a letter. She was really happy and making kwento about the wonderful night they shared. He gave her a nice valentine gift. It was a musical box. I saw that eh. it was really nice. Then she said she saw us dancing together. But you know what made me cry?

to be continued..

Think..Think..Think!

2004-10-24T13:56:00.000-07:00

::: Ive been thinking about this black bra Korina wore in Star Awards last night…hmmm…Was it a VS? a MS perhaps? Or even MR????!!! ( Mar Roxas??!! )-LOL!!

::: Do I like Piolo Pascual???…I dunno! But I hate Kristine Hermosa..!! grrrr!!!

::: Gee!! I want to go to the beach..

::: Still thinking the black bra of Korina in Star Awards-LOL!!

::: I cant wear a black bra…

::: I want to make my mom happy… hay! Love you Mom!! I heard her crying this morning..

::: I want to have 1 billion pesos..weee!! tita judy..ampunin nyo napo ako!! Hahaha!!!

::: Again..still thinking the black bra of Korina-LOL!!! cant help eh..yun kaya una nakita ko when she went to the stage..gosh! shes so pretty last night ganda nya in red..truly..mar is really really lucky!! … Congratulations Ms. K!!

IF I AINT GOT YOU

2004-10-23T01:26:00.000-07:00

i love this song by alicia keys...i heard it in the radio kanina..and now..its stuck in my head..

Some people live for the fortune Some people live just for the fame Some people live for the power yeah Some people live just to play the game Some people think that the physical things Define what's within I've been there before But that life's a bore So full of the superficial

Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain Promises forever young Some people need three dozen roses And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter And wondering what it means No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you

Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing If I ain't got you with me baby

Just Wondering :)

2004-10-21T11:42:00.000-07:00

::: when I see couples in the mall, in the church , at restaurant, this question always popped in my mind; how do you know that you really love this guy/girl? At kailangan ba talgang mag PDA sa daan or for example sa McDonalds na lang..do you really have to share your softdrinks to your boyfriend? as in iisang straw lang ang gagamitin? Iisang spoon? Ano kaya yun?! Ah siguro nagtitipid sila..pro diba?! Ah basta ewan…pero parang yucky no?! biro mo mag share kayo , e kay raming straw naman ang pwdeng gamitin..at magkano lang ang softdrinks diba? Ay naku! kanya kanyang trip lang yan..hahaha!!!

~~~~
weeeee!! I want to go to Tagaytay Highlands and of course sa Hongkong pa rin!! Hahahaha!!!

Random Thoughts

2004-10-20T14:45:00.000-07:00

:::Im mean when im starving, as in now ko lang na realize talaga! I did something bad last night.. sa sobrang gutom! As in sobrang nagsisisi ako now! Hahaha!!

::: Read somewhere that Ben Affleck and Jennifer Garner are dating..hmmmm..

::: Upto now..i still want to go to Hongkong! Kasalanan ni Korina ito..hahaha!!

::: Yesterday before I went home, I went to French Baker to buy pandesal. Actually thats my dinner last night, pandesal and fruit salad. I cant eat sinigang na hipon and I don’t like chicken adobo..so my last resort is the pandesal and fruit salad..hay..buti di sumakit ang tiyan ko-LOL!!

::: While eating, I watched Oprah in channel 23, her guest sisters Mary Kate and Ashley. Grabe! they are so pretty! And so skinny-which made me wonder if they are still eating, because they look malnourished to me-LOL!! But, I enjoyed watching them. Love the way they dress up. I love their hair…yung parang di nasuklay look..yung bang ang gulo gulo..but still looks good!! My dad has a twin brother. Although they are not identical unlike Mary Kate and Ashley,pero magkamukha pa rin sila kaya nga kambal eh-LOL! He just died last year because of cancer and was the first time that I saw my dad cried. When he was still sick, we visited him in his house because the doctor said that his cancer can no longer be treated. and grabe! nakakaawa! As in super thin na talga siya. The moment we saw him, we cried. I imagined kaya that he was my dad. Nung mamatay siya, when I looked at his coffin, kamukhang kamukha siya ng daddy ko! He was laid to rest on the day of their birthday. It’s weird nga na my dad is celebrating his birthday and while my uncle can no longer celebrate. The night before that, they sang happy birthday, as in kita mo mga tao umiiyak.. kakatouch!

::: Im planning to put our christmas tree after November 1. I went to NBS yesterday..and grabe! super ganda ng mga christmas decorations! I love the christmas tree that was displayed as in super pretty! Plano kong gayahin, kaya lang super mahal naman ng mga decorations! I planning to put butterflies on our tree..parang maganda yata. Basta! Kakarerin ko ang pag decorate ng christmas tree namin hahaha!! as in every year, Im the one decorating it. although my sister help me too, pero ako tlaga yung nag tiyaga to put it up. Nung college nga every Friday night, I re decorate it. as in tatangalin ko sya buo and put it up again. As in diko siya titigalan hanggat di ko nakikita na maganda sya. And syempre, while doing it, dapat my christmas songs akong naririnig..pra feel na feel..hehehe!!

::: And finally, Korina is back from her China vacation. grabe! tagal niyang nawala ha. At syempre pagbalik dapat blooming. Hehehe! funny nga when I saw her..hahaha!! ang laki ng boobs niya sa tv. Hehehe!! hiyang yata sila sa China and Hongkong-LOL!! I dream of her pa. As in she and julius are in tvp reporting ng nakatayo, then suddenly Korina felt dizzy..tapos ang next scene na, Julius was announcing that K is pregrant! Tapos pinakita si Mar na naka smile happy siya sympre..then I heard my alarm clock..grabe! oras na pala! Bitin nga eh..sayang yun ksi minsan ko lang sila mapanagininipan.

Hay dami kong nasulat..di kasi ako nakapag blog yesterday kaya yan..

Hayyyy..

2004-10-18T12:06:00.000-07:00

.: Korina is still absent in TFAS this morning :( lets see if she will appear in TVP later..hayyy..ang tagal na niyang wala..ni di man siya ng nag txt..asan kaya yun??? i mean nasaan kaya sila??? hayyy..

.: I feel sick..gising ako ng 1:00 am till 4:00 am! i feel terrible! kung ano ano kasi ang kinakain ko kaya yan :(

.: hay, i need to pay my credit card this wednesday na naman..kakabayad ko lang last month ha..ang bilis tlaga ang panahon.

.: i want to go to Hongkong

.: i saw tita judy in tvp...hahahaha!!! close na close kay PGMA!! magkatabi kaya sila..and saw her commercial too..hehehe!! si tita judy kahit busy my time gumawa ng commercial...hayy..iba ka tita juds!!

Papparappappa

2004-10-17T15:14:00.000-07:00

hay..i love jasmine trias..can't get enough of her song..love the french fries and the strawberry mcfloat too..yummy!! hay..love ko to..

I sing of little dreams
Riding melodies ever since I could speak
Seeing smiles light up as my notes
Free spirits, caress emotions

And now a chance to be
Among my idols who share my passion
To win a crowd of thousands, to laugh with, to belong
To touch more hearts, to share my song

Chorus:
Here I am, before you all
Hear me now, finally I’m home
This stage and I, we're inseparable
I’m singing my song, (papara papa) love ko 'to

This always reminds me
This life I love, I owe to my family
And no matter where my rhythm takes me
By my side is where they always will be

And now a chance to be
Among my idols who share my passion
To win a crowd of thousands, to laugh with, to belong
To touch more hearts, to share my song

Chorus:
Here I am, before you all
Hear me now, finally I'm home
This stage and I, we're inseparable
I'm singing my song, (papara papa) love ko 'to

Will never fade away
It will never fade away

Go one note higher:
Here I am, before you all
Hear me now, finally I’m home
This stage and I, we're inseparable.
I'm singing my song, (pap-pa-rap-pap-pa)
I'm singing my song, (pap-pa-rap-pap-pa)
I'm singing my song, (pap-pa-rap-pap-pa)
Love ko 'to

Nakakaumay!! Na Nakakakilig!!

2004-10-15T15:29:00.000-07:00

Hayyy!! My life is too boring and too normal!! Parang over and over again I am doing things na nagawa ko na rin before. Parang last year ganito ginawa ko, tapos this year ganito pa rin?? Hayyy!! Nakakaumay!! And I miss Korina! Where in the world is she??? According Teddy ( I love saying this name..teddy! prang teddy bear! Hahaha! )yesterday, she’s on vacation..uhhmmm…vacation na naman! Lagi na lang ganyan! Hahaha!! nagrereklamo na ko ha! She did not text me kaya, thats why dear Marie is complaining. And last night, I woke up to get a glass of water, I turned on the tv and saw Mar in Insider, hahaha!! he’s not listening to what Sen. Enrile is saying ha, nag text kaya sya. Sino kaya ang ka text nya?? uhhhmmm…si honey kaya? hehehe kilig!! Kinilig ako bigla! Hahaha!! And because of Mar, hay! Naalala ko bigla ang teacher ko! OMG!! OMG!! Inaamin ko na! naging crush ko pala siya! Hahaha!! ang tagal bago ko na accept that I had a crush on him! Mga 3 years all in all! Hahaha! I had on crush on him! I had a crush on him! Hehehe!! I dunno, bigla ko na lang siya naisip! OMG! Kakahiya ito ha! I remember when I am in his class, hahaha!! im always late! That’s why pinag iinitan nya ako. during recitation, he always call my name at complete ha, kulang na lang pati middle name ko sabihin nya..hmp! kakasar! But hes mabait in giving grades! Very generous, di nya ako binagsak! Naku! kung binagsak nya ako ha! Sasapakin ko sya! Hahaha!! Actually hes not that cute. Uhhmm.. in terms of height, im taller pa nga-I think ha! He has a very nice hands!! My gosh! Kamay na pang girl yung hands nya! hahaha! I used to think that he’s a gay, but according to my classmates, he has a girlfriend! Arte lang kasi niya! Hahaha!! basta he made me kilig last night! As in nag flashback lahat sa kin yung mga nangyari when im in his class! My goshness!! Hahaha!! im so kilig!!

Am I in or am I out?

2004-10-14T12:36:00.000-07:00

I watched the star circle national teen quest last night. Grabe! super bilib ako sa mga nag audition. As in ang lalakas ng loob nila! All of them are determined to be the next big star of showbiz. Minsan katawa yung mga ginagawa nila, like this girl na talagang inabot ang ilong niya using her tongue! Hahaha!! kapalan ng mukha talga! Geee!! Di ko ma imagine ang sarili ko acting, dancing, and singing in front of the camera. Hirap ng pinagdadaanan nila! Even as a kid, I never dreamed of becoming an artista. You see, I am not good in singing, pang videoke or pang banyo lang ang boses ko. In videoke, hahaha!! naku! lakasan pa ng loob talaga..my fave song?! of course ang kanta ng mga sawi, I WILL SURVIVE!! One time, I sang that sa house ng friend ko..hahaha!! bigay todo ako sa pagkanta at ang score ko..hahaha!! 100 lang naman..hehehe!! perfect! Nakuha sa lakas ng loob and pa sway sway ng body hahaha!! And dancing???!! Naku po! Nawala sa uso ang otso otso ni Bayani..di ko siya natutunan, ni mag spaghetti ng SexBomb di ko kaya eh. And sa acting?? Hahaha!! wala rin eh, yung tipong sa lahat ng role playing sa school namin.. I worked behind the scenes, taga gawa ng props ba o kaya isa sa mga extra, yung tipong nakatayo lang o kaya dumadaan lang. Ay meron pala, once I played a kontrabida kc wla na silang choice hahaha!!! but im good daw sabi ng teacher ko. So that means pang maladita ang beauty ko. Hay, maldita daw, eh ang bait bait ko no? hahaha!! ang kapal!! But I really admire those young questers sa SCQ. Di madali ang ginagawa nila. Its not easy to hear the jurors saying your OUT, after they made you cry and hearing those nasty like this “ PARA KANG TAHO NA WALANG SYRUP” eh kung sila kaya ang sabihan ng ganun?! But if they like your performance and they voted you IN, gosh! Priceless ang happiness na makikita mo sa mga mukha ng mga bagets. Hay! Being an artista is difficult din pala. You really have to work hard on it. naku! buti na lang di ko naisipan mag audition, ang hirap pala!! (Hahaha!! ganun bigla eh no). so the question is am I in or am I out? ahhhh!! Definitely im OUT!! hahaha!!

My Favorite Friends ( Janice! Dont get jealous ha?! Hehehe!! )

2004-10-13T13:56:00.000-07:00

It all started when I joined the yahoo group called pretty kris and korina. I never thought that I will be meeting very nice and kind people from there. Sa title palang ng yg, you will know that we all share the same interest…yes! That’s right… we all love Kris Aquino and Korina Sanchez. Ang galing ng mga kaibigan kong ito. Even if, we communicate only through texts, emails and sa chat. Grabe! ang babait nila. Pag may problem ka..makachat mo lang sila, panandalian mong makakalimutan ang problem mo. Wanna meet them?!

Here they are:

PATTY- a very sweet young girl who lives in Cebu and super galing sa net. I love visiting her blog..ksi nice ang music and ganda ng template nya..as in super..shes very nice, mabait, thoughtful and loves the subject called p.e. as in physical education-LOL!! Oh yeah she also like drew arellano and her current fave..spongebob. Basta shes really mabait and she helped me sa blog ko.. ang galing nya talaga! Thanks patty! Ate marie is really enjoying her blog.. hehehe!!

TAMMY- uhhhmmm..ano ba?! Oh yeah, shes a fernando not poe but alonso fan! Hahaha!! Remember ko tuloy ng sinabi nya may replay ang race nya sa channel 9, as in mega watched ako, then dumating ang sister ko sabi niya. Kailan pa daw akong naging intresado sa race ng tamiya? As in tamiya?! Halllerr!!! Hahaha ate ko talga! Like patty, shes also mabait. nung vacation nya sa school, sya ang taga update namin sa tfas. Shes so tiyaga in updating us. Grabe! talgang she’s taping the program and make a full transcript for us members para updated kami. Ang galing nya no?! sya rin ang gumawa ng full transcript ng MG final episode. I remember na kinulit kulit ko sya about it ksi my amnesia ako pag kinikilig eh-lol. She made the mar and korina news blog. Kilig!! Pag full transcript ang kailangan. Just call tammy!! galing nya eh..

Kace- si kace?! Sya ang una kong naging friend sa yg. As in super. Lagi syang kinikilig kay ivan, kay milano, at one time pati sa anak ni rio diaz -hahaha!! Kace! Ksi daw kamukha nya ang love nya…uhhhmmm..kace!! uyyyy!! Shes so funny rin. As in matutuwa ka sa mga posts nya sa yg. kind, thoughtful, at nung panahon na nawawala si korina..sya ang ka txt ko nun..hehehe. I miss you kace!

Judith- . All the members call her ate j. eh pano yun one year lang ang pagitan namin. Minsan I call her ate. Minsan judith. One time j. hayyy.. basta yun na yun. She’s a certified korina fan. As in lahat ng info kay korina alam nya. one time I asked her..si korina ba ang ka email or ka text ko? She knows her plate number. Ask mo sya kung nasan si K nung april 24 alam nya at kung sino kasama nya, size ng paa ni korina. Pati kamo utang ni korina alam nya! hahaha!! Di kaya sya si juliet?! Hehehe!! pro mabait sya. Matalino. She reads a lot. Sya ang magpapasyal sa kin sa baywalk and sa luneta!! Hahhaha!! super funny rin pag ka chat mo sya. As in matatawa ka!!! And sya ang responsible kung bakit mahal ko si paul..sya nagpakita ng picture nya with korina! I love you paul!

Doris marie- yan siya rin ay certified korina fan! As in lahat din ng info alam nya about K! hahaha! Like J, nagduda din ako nung ka text ko sya, sa dami ng alam nya kay K, geee!! Akala ko siya na talaga si ate Koring! Hahaha!! I envy her, kasi naman may close encounter na sya kay Korina. she shared it to us one time sa chat session namin, ang lucky nya no?!

All these people I mentioned, are the ones that I cannot afford to loose. I am very thankful to them because they make me laugh, they make me kilig with their fanfics, they make me feel at home, lalo na when we chat the whole Saturday night just talking with one subject. Thanks guys, for being a friend to me and hope our friendship will last di lang sa text di lang sa chat but for a lifetime :)

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janice promise I will make bawi to you! Hahaha!!!

OMG!! OMG!! KILIG!!

2004-10-11T13:09:00.000-07:00

OMG!! KILIG!! Talaga si Mar and Korina last night sa Rated K! As in sulit talga ang two weeks na paghihintay sa birthday celebration nya! They made a lot of people happy especially the members of yg. As in gusto kong magtitili sa tuwa at kilig kagabi!!!!!!!1 AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Sobra na talaga ang dalawang yan!! As in super sweeeeeeetttttttt!!!! Kiiiiilllllliiiiiiiggggggggg!!! To the max!!! I really love it when they held hands and danced while Martin was singing, the way you look tonight, para na nga silang kinakasal! Aaaaaayyyyyyyyy!!!! Kiliggggg!!!! Hehehe!!! even if I did not hear Mar saying I love you to Korina, okey pa rin. Buti na lang kamo di ako nahimatay sa kilig! I was eating Lays potato chips while watching, as in super nanggigil talaga ako pagkakita ko sa kanila!! Hahahaha!! And also, because of too much kilig, di rin ako nakatulog ng maaga. Hayyy!! I am still kilig. Mar and Korina never fails to bring a smile in my face, sometimes nahahawa na rin ako sa kanila kahit di ako inlove! Hahaha!! Basta, I want them to get married na. di ako matatahimik pag di pa sila kinakasal!! Mar Roxas! Korina Sanchez! Dali! Pakasal na kayo, ng matahimik na ako!!! Hahaha!!

My Paul

2004-10-10T23:39:00.000-07:00

P-A-U-L A-Q-U-I-N-O PAUL!! PAUL! PAUL! PAUL!! He's the object of my affection… the love of my life.. PAUL AQUINO… familiar ba kayo? Yup that’s right, he’s better known as the ex boyfriend of Korina Sanchez. Kahit ako yun din lang ang alam ko sa kanya-LOL!! Is he cute?! No he’s handsome! Much handsome than Mar-LOL. My online friend Judith said that he looks like the Hollywood actor Benjamin Bratt!! Ay hindi pala is Benjamin..sabi ng friend ni Patty na si Maky..si George Clooney daw kamukha, OMG!! OMG!! Ang gwapo pala nya kung ganun! Hehehe!! I started admiring Paul when she shared his Kilig picture with korina to us. Grabe!!!! as in I was super super super kiillllliiiiggggg sa picture nila when I saw it! he’s so affectionate!! Grabe! ang mga hawak nya kay Korina at yung paghug nya sa knya!!!! Super Killligggg!!! Prang ayaw niyang pakawalan!!Gggggrrrrraaaaabbbbbeeeeeee!!!Kiiiiilllllliiiiigggggggggg akooooooooo!!!! (while im typing this-I’m imagining that I am korina=hahaha!! ) kilig tlaga! Before I don’t like him ( ksi diko pa nakikita ang picture nya-lol! ) because nga people would say and even me before, that he’s the one who brought shame to Korina’s name, remember the maid issue?! Kaya yan..but now, it’s different. Biglang nagbago, I told my online friend Patty about this, I want Korina to end up with Mar, and Paul to end up with me!! hehehehe!! I have a bonsai and I named it after him-Paulette!! Diba cute?! Feeling baby namin! Hehehe!! I even have a song for him I’ll Never Get Over You Getting Over ME!! kaso when I heard Nyoy singing this in GMK, mas cute yata kung ito nalang ang song namin-naks namin-LOL!! LOST IN YOUR EYES!!! Grabeeee!!! Kinikilig ako!! Hahaha!! Paul! Paul! Paul!! Im wondering who is your girlfriend now? ksi kung wala pa…naku! punta ka lang sa Pampanga, asks my online friends about my number…and without hesitation, I will go to meet you and be your girl!! Kaso wag mo kong bubugbugin ha.. sige kahit katulong na lang ang gawin mong punching bag wag lang me Hahaha!! Wala lang!! Hayyyy!! Libre ang mangarap!!! Hahahaha!!!

My First Post

2004-10-08T02:53:00.000-07:00

I've been wanting to have my own my blog ever since I saw the blogs of my online friends Judith, Patty and Tammy. When I'm not busy at work, I usually go to their blogs and read their posts. I'm telling my friend, Mylene that I wanted to have my own blog but the problem is, I don't know how. Uhhhmm…I'm really "bobo" in computers..ksi eh..hehehe. After several (months?!!) of trying to create my own…...finally! I succeeded in signing up! (thanks to my best friend Janice). So here I am excited to write my very first post. Actually I don't know what will I write-LOL!! Sa sobrang excitement kasi eh…hahaha!!! Anyways, last October 6, I'm with my best friend Janice. I've been wanting to see her for the longest time, but because of my work and her sched in school, we don't see each other as often as before. For how many days now, I feel a bit down. My lola passed away more than a week ago, and with this kind of problem that I have now, di ko tuloy feel na maging happy ( sigh! ) and I don't have plans telling my mom about it because I don't want her to get upset and even my sister. When I'm with them, I'm pretending to be jolly, prang wla lang..kahit sa loob loob ko..gusto kong umiyak…. huhuhuhu!!! Gusto kong sumiggggaaaawwwwwww!!!! hirap ksi eh.. That's why I called her up to keep me company. Hay! Buti na lang jan sya, because at least for about four hours or so, I forgot it and even laughed at it..hehehe!!! ang galing tlga ni Janice. She's really funny and super kind. She even treated me a merienda and we just hang out and really had a nice time together. We went to the mall, to a park?! ( hahaha! Actually di sya park..isa syang nag pre pretend na park ksi madamo eh and madaming tao mag boyfriends mag barkada....hahaha basta ganun sya i can't describe it) We ate fishballs and drunk ice tea…grabe! dami namin nakain!LOL!! When I'm with her, all I can do is laugh, laugh and laugh!! Even if people are staring at us..hahaha!! Sarap tumawa!! Sarap ka Greenwich-LOL!! Hayy.. Janice is really magaling as in super!! Kaya love ko sya..love ko to-Mcdo?!!!! Hahaha!!! She said a lot of nice things that made me laugh so hard!! Grabe!! sabi niya, malalagpasan ko din to… ksi kaya ko daw ito, im strong naman eh…pro ewan..basta!. So there,I know I can do it! kaya ko to!! Mawawala din ito!! I know I can move on..and pick up myself again. Mas marami pang mabigat ang problema meron ang ibang tao kung compare mo naman sa kin no!.. hayyy!! God is good! I know when HE closes door, HE will open a window for me!!! sana! hopefully!!! Lord maawa ka!! I don’t know where will I start… but sana soon I will be okey.. Well till my next posts.. naku! im wondering kung meron kayang magbabasa sa blog ko?! Baka wala…hahaha!!! Pro at least my blog nako!! Nyahahahaha!!!

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I would like to thank Patty for creating a super nice template for me!! grabe! ang saya ko talga!! my blog nako!! ang saya!! kinikilig ako!! hahaha!! thank you very much patty!! as in sobra!! thank you!!

Post #1

2004-10-08T01:12:00.000-07:00

Hey, this is Patty, the... Uhm, one customizing the template of this blog in behalf of Ate Marie... In short: TESTING